Naughty, naughty, naughty...

[fadetoblack369]

HOWDY! Okay so yesterday, I wallked home from school with Olivia and Randy and we went to Kobe. That was so much fun! I didn't feel like a fifth wheel the whole time I hung out with them like I thought I'd be. (Even though that phrase doesn't make sense because there were only three people...) Our chef was insane! At one point he put a tiny bit of rice on Randy's plate and was like, "Oh, I thought you were on diet," and me and Olivia were cracking up, but then were were like, "We still love you Randy!" because it was so mean. Haha, that was great. Then you know when they do the little onion volcano thing, the "lava" wouldn't come out and the guy kept poking it going, "It leaking! Sorry it not working! It leaking!" We were laughing hysterically and we couldn't breathe and then the chef at the other table looks at us and goes, "Naughty, naughty, naughty!" and that just set us off even more. There were so many other funny moments, but most of them are "you had to be there." So after dinner, we went to Hopeland Gardens to see the lights. I barely noticed the lights because we basically talked the whole time. We walked around for a while and then sat by the water and just talked and talked and talked for around two hours. The weird thing was it was about anything. Friends, family, parents, drama, elementary school, self-esteem, drama, love, hate, life, death, and drama. It was great. I didn't have to worry about what they would think, how they would respond, or hurting anyone's feelings. I like that. Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end, and we had to leave when the park closed at 9. On the way out, I saw Austin Coomes. Actually, he saw me and said, "Hey Kristyn," and I stared at him for a second and then realized who he was. Damn that boy has changed! In a very good way! He's so cute! Haha, I remember when he was our next door neighbor and I was best friends with Ashley and he was best friends with Danny and he was so violent and hyper and after a while I didn't really like him, but he seems to have finally grown up. So that was pretty cool. Of course he was holding hands with Kristen Cook though, bleh. So anyway, Randy went home and I spent the night at Olivia's house. We just watched TV and feel asleep. This morning I had to go to bowling, and I didn't bring my ball because they said it was just going to be the awards, but they lied. So I had to use the alley ones and got a 137, an 80, and a 135 (in that order). That's just weird. Of course Brent was watching us the whole time. With his "ninja style hair" (it was a bun I tell you). So then I came home and watched "Josie and the Pussycats" and "Home Alone 3" at the same time. Two very stupid movies that are a total waste of anyone's valuable time, but I don't have valuable time, now do I? I'm very bored and very cold and very alone. Maybe I'll go hang out with Danny, Russel, and Hunter. Or maybe not. We're going to the Rowells for dinner tonight, one good thing about my day. I don't think I have anything else to talk about. Until then...

The hate you feel won't go away. You're all programmed to feel this way, to live another day within a world that loves to suffer