Survey says...
Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me
There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me...
Someone - tell me
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Kristyn
Birthplace ::: Stratford, NJ
Age ::: 14
Age you act ::: ...14? sometimes 8, sometimes a lot older
Current location ::: Aiken, SC
Eye color ::: dark brown
Hair color ::: dark brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: Scorpio
Height? ::: 5'2"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: half Italian (Dad's side) half Irish (Mom's side)
Your hair ::: a little past shoulders, straitish, annoying and static-y
Your fears ::: clowns, the dark especially when I'm alone
Your perfect room ::: soft, comfy carpet, lime green walls covered in posters, a huge comfy canopy bed, giant stereo with surround sound, incense always burning, cool lamps, glow in the dark stars all around the walls and ceiling
What you practically do in a day ::: School days: go to school (duh), come home, do homework, go to karate or play practice, spend any spare time on the computer, read then go to sleep...Other days: wake up as late as possible, go to church or bowling, stay home and be bored or go to someone else's house and be bored, stay up as late as possible, finally fall asleep
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: fuck, like, totally, uber, what, awesome
Phrases you overuse ::: what the fuck, what's up
Your first thought when you wake up ::: I want to go back to sleep...like almost everyone
Your greatest accomplishment ::: black belt? i don't know
Something you want to do ::: fill a pool with green Jell-O
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke, can't stand Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Mickey D's all the way
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: I was never into Christina, but I was obsessed with Britney when she first became popular, but right now, I would prefer them both dead
Chocolate or vanilla ::: depends on what kind of food we're talking about
Adidas or Nike ::: Um...I don't care...but I own a pair of Adidas so yeah...plus it's a funny song by Korn
Black or white ::: getting racist now are we? black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: bills, I never spend change so it keeps building up...
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Burgers, mmm...
Egypt or France ::: Egypt
Rock or rap ::: ROCK
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: no
Cuss ::: do you really need to ask?
Sing well ::: psh, no
Sing in the shower ::: not really, only when I have the radio on full blast so I can hear it
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: all the time
Believe in yourself ::: not really
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: very much so
Play an instrument ::: used to play piano
Want to go to college? ::: sure
Want to get married? ::: eh...I dunno...I can imagine myself getting married and divorced a lot
Want to have children? ::: not really, but I probably will
Think you're a health freak? ::: HAHAHA
Get along with your parents ::: um...sometimes...
Get along with your siblings? ::: when he's not being a pain in the ass and I'm not in a bad mood
Think you're popular ::: HAHAHA I even have a shirt that says Unpopular, dude
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: yeah
Drank alchohal ::: yeah
Smoked ::: nope
Got high ::: no
Done any drugs ::: no
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: I wish
Been on stage ::: yep, all last weekend
Gone skinny dipping ::: Christ, that would be cold...
Been dumped ::: no
Dyed your hair ::: no
Stolen anything ::: I don't think so...
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Alexandra/Nolan/Brynne/Randy...screw it they're all crazy
Loudest ::: Nolan, I think
Most shy ::: Ann
Blondest ::: Lizzie/Katie
Smartest ::: Ann
Kindest ::: Hmm...kind? No I don't think so, haha.
Best personality ::: their personalities are all too different to pick a best one
Most talented ::: Err how so? Nolan in music I guess, Katie in art
Best singer ::: Lizzie
Most ghetto ::: Alexandra, haha just kidding
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Katie/Nolan
Pain in the ass ::: Haha, let's not go there, people would get mad
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: all of them at some point in time
Funniest ::: Alexandra or Brynne
Best person for advice ::: err...no one?
Dependable ::: Brynne
Trustworthy ::: Brynne I guess
Druggie ::: Kevin, hehe, the only druggie I'm friends with
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Randy? Nolan? I don't know
Person you've known the longest ::: Ann
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Er...let me try to remember...GAH! I can't remember...it wasn't good though
Last nightmare ::: I think the one I had last night that I can't remember
Car ride ::: about an hour ago, getting home from school
Last time you cried ::: Sunday?
Last movie seen ::: -thinks- Good lord, my memory sucks...It might've been the Incredibles
Last movie rented ::: Dawn of the Dead
Last book read ::: The House of the Scorpion
Last word said ::: Um...I don't remember...newspaper?? Yeah that was it.
Last curse word said ::: Uh...fucking? At school about the cold I think
Last time you laugh ::: when I was talking to Ashten at carline
Last phone call ::: Hm...I really don't know...I'm never on the phone
Last CD played ::: Nimrod by Green Day...I think
Last song you listened to ::: I'm listening to "Eyeless" by Slipknot
Last annoyance ::: the cold
Last IM ::: SmarterChild, haha, for a definition
Last weird encounter ::: when Alexandra poked my crotch? Haha, I think she was aiming for my stomach
Last person you hugged ::: Jourdan I think, but Randy, Nolan, and Derick all hugged me at the same time at lunch...because I said to Al that I didn't want any nove...
Last person you yelled at ::: John Paxton...I told him to stop yelling, haha
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Sunday for the play
Last time you've been evil ::: Me? Evil? Never!
Sarcastic? ::: how should I know? I'm always sarcastic
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Saturday or Sunday
Last time you wished upon a star ::: I don't remember, haven't done that in a while
Played Truth or Dare ::: Hm...when was the last time I had a sleepover with a bunch of chicks?
Spent quality time alone ::: I'm always alone at home
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: no
Do you feel lonely ::: yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: no, I had to pass up the chance because Mrs. Sharon didn't want to get in trouble from my mom...-scoff-
How about egging someone's house ::: nope
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: um no
Yo Momma ::: Yo Grandmomma!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: all the time
What do you think of George Bush? ::: He's amusing...in that it's funny to watch people make fun of him
Any secret fetishes? ::: Um...not really...
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: what's with the eyes? And no
How many languages do you speak? ::: one
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: no they're just really cold
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: Uh...
and another
What makes you laugh?: almost everything
Who is your hero?: Don't have on
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?: TIED TO!!? ARE YOU KIDDING!? Johnny Depp!
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: Er...4 or 5, but I only wear 2 or 3
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: in a magical world you can get to by crawling into the dryer...oh yes...I've been there...
Who do you blame for your mood today?: people at school??
If the Internet were sex... I would: have more STDs than you could count
Have you ever seen a dead body?: no
What is something scientists need to invent?: Hm...I really don't know
What should we do with stupid people?: I would say kill them but that would include me and my friends, besides, stupid people are amusing
Have you ever broken a bone?: left arm
Do you watch local news? Why?: No, it's boring
What happens after you die?: I get buried? And of course everyone would mourn for me because I'm the greatest
How big is your bed? Big enough?: full size I think it's called? And no, I want a HUGE bed
How long do you think you will live?: Uh...I don't know...nor do I really care
Problem: I miss Derick.
Another problem: The weather people said it may snow on Sunday meaning it won't.
Good news: I made a 99 on my English exam.
Bad news: I still have to take my Algebra one.
Good news: Our team won our first basketball game in gym.
Bad news: I don't care.
So how's your day been? I really don't have a lot to talk about. I think that statements above pretty much sum it up.
Oh wait.
Good news: Only 2 more days of school left.
Bad news: I'm going to be bored for 2 weeks.
Until then...
Why does any of it matter?
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me
There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me...
Someone - tell me
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Kristyn
Birthplace ::: Stratford, NJ
Age ::: 14
Age you act ::: ...14? sometimes 8, sometimes a lot older
Current location ::: Aiken, SC
Eye color ::: dark brown
Hair color ::: dark brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: Scorpio
Height? ::: 5'2"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: half Italian (Dad's side) half Irish (Mom's side)
Your hair ::: a little past shoulders, straitish, annoying and static-y
Your fears ::: clowns, the dark especially when I'm alone
Your perfect room ::: soft, comfy carpet, lime green walls covered in posters, a huge comfy canopy bed, giant stereo with surround sound, incense always burning, cool lamps, glow in the dark stars all around the walls and ceiling
What you practically do in a day ::: School days: go to school (duh), come home, do homework, go to karate or play practice, spend any spare time on the computer, read then go to sleep...Other days: wake up as late as possible, go to church or bowling, stay home and be bored or go to someone else's house and be bored, stay up as late as possible, finally fall asleep
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: fuck, like, totally, uber, what, awesome
Phrases you overuse ::: what the fuck, what's up
Your first thought when you wake up ::: I want to go back to sleep...like almost everyone
Your greatest accomplishment ::: black belt? i don't know
Something you want to do ::: fill a pool with green Jell-O
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke, can't stand Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Mickey D's all the way
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: I was never into Christina, but I was obsessed with Britney when she first became popular, but right now, I would prefer them both dead
Chocolate or vanilla ::: depends on what kind of food we're talking about
Adidas or Nike ::: Um...I don't care...but I own a pair of Adidas so yeah...plus it's a funny song by Korn
Black or white ::: getting racist now are we? black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: bills, I never spend change so it keeps building up...
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Burgers, mmm...
Egypt or France ::: Egypt
Rock or rap ::: ROCK
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: no
Cuss ::: do you really need to ask?
Sing well ::: psh, no
Sing in the shower ::: not really, only when I have the radio on full blast so I can hear it
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: all the time
Believe in yourself ::: not really
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: very much so
Play an instrument ::: used to play piano
Want to go to college? ::: sure
Want to get married? ::: eh...I dunno...I can imagine myself getting married and divorced a lot
Want to have children? ::: not really, but I probably will
Think you're a health freak? ::: HAHAHA
Get along with your parents ::: um...sometimes...
Get along with your siblings? ::: when he's not being a pain in the ass and I'm not in a bad mood
Think you're popular ::: HAHAHA I even have a shirt that says Unpopular, dude
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: yeah
Drank alchohal ::: yeah
Smoked ::: nope
Got high ::: no
Done any drugs ::: no
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: I wish
Been on stage ::: yep, all last weekend
Gone skinny dipping ::: Christ, that would be cold...
Been dumped ::: no
Dyed your hair ::: no
Stolen anything ::: I don't think so...
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Alexandra/Nolan/Brynne/Randy...screw it they're all crazy
Loudest ::: Nolan, I think
Most shy ::: Ann
Blondest ::: Lizzie/Katie
Smartest ::: Ann
Kindest ::: Hmm...kind? No I don't think so, haha.
Best personality ::: their personalities are all too different to pick a best one
Most talented ::: Err how so? Nolan in music I guess, Katie in art
Best singer ::: Lizzie
Most ghetto ::: Alexandra, haha just kidding
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Katie/Nolan
Pain in the ass ::: Haha, let's not go there, people would get mad
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: all of them at some point in time
Funniest ::: Alexandra or Brynne
Best person for advice ::: err...no one?
Dependable ::: Brynne
Trustworthy ::: Brynne I guess
Druggie ::: Kevin, hehe, the only druggie I'm friends with
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Randy? Nolan? I don't know
Person you've known the longest ::: Ann
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Er...let me try to remember...GAH! I can't remember...it wasn't good though
Last nightmare ::: I think the one I had last night that I can't remember
Car ride ::: about an hour ago, getting home from school
Last time you cried ::: Sunday?
Last movie seen ::: -thinks- Good lord, my memory sucks...It might've been the Incredibles
Last movie rented ::: Dawn of the Dead
Last book read ::: The House of the Scorpion
Last word said ::: Um...I don't remember...newspaper?? Yeah that was it.
Last curse word said ::: Uh...fucking? At school about the cold I think
Last time you laugh ::: when I was talking to Ashten at carline
Last phone call ::: Hm...I really don't know...I'm never on the phone
Last CD played ::: Nimrod by Green Day...I think
Last song you listened to ::: I'm listening to "Eyeless" by Slipknot
Last annoyance ::: the cold
Last IM ::: SmarterChild, haha, for a definition
Last weird encounter ::: when Alexandra poked my crotch? Haha, I think she was aiming for my stomach
Last person you hugged ::: Jourdan I think, but Randy, Nolan, and Derick all hugged me at the same time at lunch...because I said to Al that I didn't want any nove...
Last person you yelled at ::: John Paxton...I told him to stop yelling, haha
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Sunday for the play
Last time you've been evil ::: Me? Evil? Never!
Sarcastic? ::: how should I know? I'm always sarcastic
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Saturday or Sunday
Last time you wished upon a star ::: I don't remember, haven't done that in a while
Played Truth or Dare ::: Hm...when was the last time I had a sleepover with a bunch of chicks?
Spent quality time alone ::: I'm always alone at home
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: no
Do you feel lonely ::: yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: no, I had to pass up the chance because Mrs. Sharon didn't want to get in trouble from my mom...-scoff-
How about egging someone's house ::: nope
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: um no
Yo Momma ::: Yo Grandmomma!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: all the time
What do you think of George Bush? ::: He's amusing...in that it's funny to watch people make fun of him
Any secret fetishes? ::: Um...not really...
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: what's with the eyes? And no
How many languages do you speak? ::: one
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: no they're just really cold
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: Uh...
and another
What makes you laugh?: almost everything
Who is your hero?: Don't have on
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?: TIED TO!!? ARE YOU KIDDING!? Johnny Depp!
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: Er...4 or 5, but I only wear 2 or 3
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: in a magical world you can get to by crawling into the dryer...oh yes...I've been there...
Who do you blame for your mood today?: people at school??
If the Internet were sex... I would: have more STDs than you could count
Have you ever seen a dead body?: no
What is something scientists need to invent?: Hm...I really don't know
What should we do with stupid people?: I would say kill them but that would include me and my friends, besides, stupid people are amusing
Have you ever broken a bone?: left arm
Do you watch local news? Why?: No, it's boring
What happens after you die?: I get buried? And of course everyone would mourn for me because I'm the greatest
How big is your bed? Big enough?: full size I think it's called? And no, I want a HUGE bed
How long do you think you will live?: Uh...I don't know...nor do I really care
Problem: I miss Derick.
Another problem: The weather people said it may snow on Sunday meaning it won't.
Good news: I made a 99 on my English exam.
Bad news: I still have to take my Algebra one.
Good news: Our team won our first basketball game in gym.
Bad news: I don't care.
So how's your day been? I really don't have a lot to talk about. I think that statements above pretty much sum it up.
Oh wait.
Good news: Only 2 more days of school left.
Bad news: I'm going to be bored for 2 weeks.
Until then...
Why does any of it matter?