Dec 13, 2010 00:47
have alot on my heart right now...
Christmas time is coming..
I am trying to put things together. I'm doing so much better than what I was. Mentally, I'm good. I keep my head up, my spirits up...
but its my heart that feels left out. I just dont think I have the ability to love someone again. I know that I want a bigger family, I want the white picket fence life but it is will I achieve this? This so called love?