Jul 04, 2006 04:31
So, yeah....I dunno about myspace anymore. I'm giving serious thought into just deleting my profile all together. I've found all the people I really care about, and if they want, they can give me their phone numbers and actually act as if we're friends. Otherwise, they can fuck off. I look at my friends list and see tons of people who say their friends of mine, yet don't even bother to talk to me, no phone calls, no writing back, no nothing. I got enough good friends to talk, fuck these fake fucks who all the sudden pop up and act like they really know me. Fuck that shit up the ass. So, yeah.
I'm also realizing that I'm getting really old, and I don't care what anyone who is older than me says, but I can feel it. I can feel certain things slipping away from my control. I really want to get done with school so I can move onto the rest of my life. I want to become a teacher, start wrestling, get the hell out of this shithole called Florida. My buddy Enrique was in Amsterdam for a week, and I really wish I could do that. I want to get away and forget about everything for a while. I've had so much on my mind, and now that Blockbuster is over, I can start to organize things. I just wish I could run away between now and next Wednesday when things start to happen with Bank of America. God I wish I didn't have school!
Well, enough of me rambling. Leave me some thoughts please, atleast if your a friend of mine.