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nope.. i'm not dead. still very much alive actually. just so many things have been going on i really didn't have time to update this badboy. but whats the harm in keeping you all updated on my silly little world.
school started back. and its honestly the first time i've not wanted to go, although my classes, even though posing a great difficulty, seems very interesting and i'm excited to learn in them. not many friends in my classes, but thats ok. i'm sure i can manage.
volleyball continues on. a struggle no matter when it happens. thats ok though, i'm just happy to play, or practice. and maybe having a bunch of giggling girls around isn't so bad every once and awhile.
church shall be commencing on wed. and even though i'm wary its an obvious sign from God that its time to just stop being so stubborn. afterall the theme is ignite... can't think of a better word. i've been stupid.. been missing something for awhile, i knew what it was. not that i hate myself or think i'm stupid or ANYTHING like that. its just i gave up... didn't put much of an effort. but i know where my home is. comforting to know its always there.
william leaves/left today. THE hardest thing i've ever had to do. all i could think was this is the last time _________ (insert thing on line). i am going to miss him, and thank God we are staying together or i would be a complete mess. he's the best thing thats happened to me in a long time.
not much else to say... other than my life is basically school/volleyball/homework/church/and well probably more homework. hope everyone is doing fantastic. God bless... have a wonderful week!
school started back. and its honestly the first time i've not wanted to go, although my classes, even though posing a great difficulty, seems very interesting and i'm excited to learn in them. not many friends in my classes, but thats ok. i'm sure i can manage.
volleyball continues on. a struggle no matter when it happens. thats ok though, i'm just happy to play, or practice. and maybe having a bunch of giggling girls around isn't so bad every once and awhile.
church shall be commencing on wed. and even though i'm wary its an obvious sign from God that its time to just stop being so stubborn. afterall the theme is ignite... can't think of a better word. i've been stupid.. been missing something for awhile, i knew what it was. not that i hate myself or think i'm stupid or ANYTHING like that. its just i gave up... didn't put much of an effort. but i know where my home is. comforting to know its always there.
william leaves/left today. THE hardest thing i've ever had to do. all i could think was this is the last time _________ (insert thing on line). i am going to miss him, and thank God we are staying together or i would be a complete mess. he's the best thing thats happened to me in a long time.
not much else to say... other than my life is basically school/volleyball/homework/church/and well probably more homework. hope everyone is doing fantastic. God bless... have a wonderful week!