Back to normal...
So here I am starting up the sleepless nights again. I was hoping that the past few night of steady and good sleep were herf to stay but I guess I was wrong. It must have been just because I had been pretty sick and skipping out on sleep yp spend as many moments with Brandon as possible. (I will write about that later when I'm on a real computer not a touch screen thing.) since Brandon left on Saturday morning I have had an endless amount of thoughts running through my head. No, not bad thoughts, just millions of thoughts. Sleeping alone at night I think is making me insane.
I was lookingvfor jobs near Where I am going to be living in Cali. It really creeps me out that so many places ask for a photo with your resume. I guess the oc is as shallow as I had heard though i didn't experience it as much when i was there. I definitely need to find a place where I can make an income where brandon and I can be reasonably comfortable. I really hope that idea works out.
Though I am beginning to stress I cannot wait until
I get off the plane at lax and see brandons face... If I'm sure on anything he is it .
I suppose I should try to sleep now. I really hope everything falls into place as I am feeling that it will...
I was lookingvfor jobs near Where I am going to be living in Cali. It really creeps me out that so many places ask for a photo with your resume. I guess the oc is as shallow as I had heard though i didn't experience it as much when i was there. I definitely need to find a place where I can make an income where brandon and I can be reasonably comfortable. I really hope that idea works out.
Though I am beginning to stress I cannot wait until
I get off the plane at lax and see brandons face... If I'm sure on anything he is it .
I suppose I should try to sleep now. I really hope everything falls into place as I am feeling that it will...