May 06, 2004 23:26
AH! No food today. yippie skippie. And I DID fuck BeAu today. Wow was that ever great. My friend Steven knocked on my window while we were goin' at it. It was so hilarious.
I told BeAu a lot more about my ED. I swear, if I fall in love with this boy I'm gunna punch myself. Love is grand, but I HATE falling in love. He's so understanding, it's ridiculous. Anyways, he called last night (after I disgustingly puked up the bagels I said I wouldn't puke up) and he could tell something was wrong. I didn't want to lie so I just told him the truth. He was like "Gurl, you do NOT need to lose any weight... you're perfect. In fact if you get any thinner you'll be almost too thin." I didn't tell him I WANT to be "too thin." But I guess he'll get the idea soon enough... as soon as it's blatently obvious that I do. And by that time, I will be. Oh well.
Tomorrow! Tomorrow! I love ya, tomorrow is only a day away...
Yeah! Tomorrow I'll wake up probably weighing a lot less, because, well... I got a LOT of exercise tonight. I won't go into detail and gross you all out, but let's just say I got a workout.
LoL
peace gurlzies<3