Jul 20, 2005 08:47
i woke up this morning feeling like crap.
i have a horrible headache and i feel like i need to puke.
it's feeling the medugorje sickness all over again.
only meggie mc could possibly understand what i mean but trust me it's horrible.
but here i am, almost 9 in the morning, getting paid to sit here and watch tv and update my journal.
i love my day job (minus the part where i have to pry julia off jordan before they kill each other)
but now, i must get down to business.
if you haven't read harry potter and the half blood prince, do not bother to read any further.
j.k. rowling. wow. what a genius. what can i say? i laughed. i cried. shivered. gasped. and cried some more.
i was very impressed with this one.
first of all i must commend the genius idea of the horcrux.
the explanation of it all...wow.
i particularly enjoy the idea of nagini possibly being one.
i cried through the last two chapters of the book.
after i finished i stared at the blurred words for a few moments and let it sink in.
i feel like i've really lost someone close to me.
at first i was filled with rage.
i hate severus snape right now.
of course, many theories have been brought to my attention and i have some of my own.
first of all, yes, snape and dumbledore could have communicated through leglimens and that could be why snape killed him.
perhaps dumbledore wanted him to keep his cover...but at the same time.
doesn't dumbledore know that the wizarding population needs him? he boosts morale. HARRY NEEDS HIM!
back to snape...i know dumbledore makes mistakes but i don't think he could make one that big. i mean he realllly trusted snape. plus snape did stop them from killing potter.
i am however very ticked with severus and right now if i was in the book i would find that bastard and kick his butt.
although i love the idea of horcruxes i am so mad that it was a fake one. RAB = revelus black????
if they'd known it wasn't real dumbledore wouldn't have been weakened and...
*cries*
i knew the half blood prince was snape pretty much the whole time.
the funeral. so sad. of course i especially lost it with the ginny/harry break up.
they were so cute together.
i love red heads!
poor harry. he can't do it alone!
will ron and hermione really go with him?
i am so intrigued.
i feel so upset, harry is so alone.
i have to wait over a year to find out what happens.
there is so much more to say but i was seriously depressed last night.
i feel like it can't be real.
dumbledore can't...
i don't know what to do with myself.
this is so sad.
i hate snape.
ps: is sirius alive?