she appears composed so she is i suppose
well now that i finally have a means of updating this thing that won't take me ten years and three days, perhaps i will actually do so.
perhaps i will not.
life...
where to start?
zach and i broke up. he dumped me last saturday after i got off work from ulta.
he was saying that he wanted this relationship but maybe in five years. i make him happy but the relationship doesn't make him happy. he loves me.
yeah OK heard those before. the only difference is, i believe him. we have actually hung out since then and talked.
on tuesday we went to the charlie and the chocolate factory premiere and we went out afterward.
i liked the movie and zach and i got along really well...
we talked about a lot of things and we both agree that this break up is good.
we were getting kinda bored with things and if we are meant to be then
i guess this will help us to realize that and if we aren't then..well
it did it's job.
so that was good. i like how un-awkward it is with him...for example
when we got there he gave me a hug and instinctively i went to kiss
him and at the last second realized what i was about to do. we laughed
about it and how that was a "bad habit" and the like. i don't know it
was just good.
he said not to take offense to it but he was having more fun with me
now that we weren't together. i agree. i feel like that was a huge
step in me feeling better about things. i am feeling almost 100% happy
about this.
so that's right, kat is back on the market. haha.
i'm already getting told to go for this guy or that guy. *cough*mattwhittle*cough*
but i don't want to. i don't think i want anything serious until maybe i get to school...i definitely could use the time to myself. (this sounds familiar to me)
summer has been...work-filled.
babysitting everyday and working at ulta a couple nights a week and on weekends.
i got a tattoo! it's on my arm and it says "I LOVE ZACH" so that really sucks considering that's over now...
juuuust kidding. it's a celtic trinity knot and it's on the left side of my back. although some people claim it's really on my butt...but it's not- definitely back zone. way to know anatomy people.
i am getting really excited for the end of summer. i can't wait to get up to penn state.
i'm throwing a small partay for everyone heading to penn state this fall, so that should be a nice way to catch up with everyone and maybe meet a couple new kids.
also, shin, niamh, and i are going up to the happy valley to see ben folds on august 2nd. it will be so much fun and i will hopefully get to meet up cait johnson (i'm not gonna lie i effing love her) and maybe meet up with eric, a cool kid that i met on facebook who likes good music and nanowires which in my opinion is a great combination.
so, yes, i am tired of working and i am feeling a little bit heartbroken. but in short, life is good. i keep reminding myself that it could always be a lot worse. and it definitely could.
oh, yes, and i love my friends.
harry potter comes out at midnight!!
perhaps i will not.
life...
where to start?
zach and i broke up. he dumped me last saturday after i got off work from ulta.
he was saying that he wanted this relationship but maybe in five years. i make him happy but the relationship doesn't make him happy. he loves me.
yeah OK heard those before. the only difference is, i believe him. we have actually hung out since then and talked.
on tuesday we went to the charlie and the chocolate factory premiere and we went out afterward.
i liked the movie and zach and i got along really well...
we talked about a lot of things and we both agree that this break up is good.
we were getting kinda bored with things and if we are meant to be then
i guess this will help us to realize that and if we aren't then..well
it did it's job.
so that was good. i like how un-awkward it is with him...for example
when we got there he gave me a hug and instinctively i went to kiss
him and at the last second realized what i was about to do. we laughed
about it and how that was a "bad habit" and the like. i don't know it
was just good.
he said not to take offense to it but he was having more fun with me
now that we weren't together. i agree. i feel like that was a huge
step in me feeling better about things. i am feeling almost 100% happy
about this.
so that's right, kat is back on the market. haha.
i'm already getting told to go for this guy or that guy. *cough*mattwhittle*cough*
but i don't want to. i don't think i want anything serious until maybe i get to school...i definitely could use the time to myself. (this sounds familiar to me)
summer has been...work-filled.
babysitting everyday and working at ulta a couple nights a week and on weekends.
i got a tattoo! it's on my arm and it says "I LOVE ZACH" so that really sucks considering that's over now...
juuuust kidding. it's a celtic trinity knot and it's on the left side of my back. although some people claim it's really on my butt...but it's not- definitely back zone. way to know anatomy people.
i am getting really excited for the end of summer. i can't wait to get up to penn state.
i'm throwing a small partay for everyone heading to penn state this fall, so that should be a nice way to catch up with everyone and maybe meet a couple new kids.
also, shin, niamh, and i are going up to the happy valley to see ben folds on august 2nd. it will be so much fun and i will hopefully get to meet up cait johnson (i'm not gonna lie i effing love her) and maybe meet up with eric, a cool kid that i met on facebook who likes good music and nanowires which in my opinion is a great combination.
so, yes, i am tired of working and i am feeling a little bit heartbroken. but in short, life is good. i keep reminding myself that it could always be a lot worse. and it definitely could.
oh, yes, and i love my friends.
harry potter comes out at midnight!!