Confused..about the way he feels.

Jun 14, 2006 11:36

Meh, I'm confused. . . Not about my own feelings, but someone else's.  The guy thought that I may have been confused about how I feel.  "You confused, too?" And he looked at me.  I shrugged, because I didn't want to say yes..because I wasn't, about how I feel.  I knew that I wanted that kiss.  I had been wanting it forever.  I knew I wanted to be ( Read more... )

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tumblegirl2007 June 14 2006, 18:20:33 UTC
Ah, isn't that nice. You have so much more fun and exciting times than me! LOL. And you are even staying anonymous. Boo to you! I want to know. LOL. That's just because I feel incomplete if I don't know ALL the details though. Oh well, I don't have anything that exciting to report. The closest I got is that I almost fell asleep on top of a guy. He was already asleep and we were watching the Chronicles of Narnia with my grandma though. It was nothing big because we are JUST FRIENDS and nothing will change, at leat not for a VERY LONG TIME. It may not be such a bad thing, other than at least two of my friends would hate me for it, oh wait, one already does, and we haven't done ANYTHING. LOL.

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fade2black_arp June 14 2006, 21:05:07 UTC
Oh, oh, PS: How'd the person find out about it? lol And how's it a big deal if someone lays on you when you're watching a movie? O.o

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fade2black_arp June 14 2006, 21:05:34 UTC
...Especially in front of your grandma

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tumblegirl2007 June 14 2006, 21:42:46 UTC
I know and it isn't that that she found out about. The first time he ever asked me to hang out with him we went to his apartment, he shared this apartment with her brother. We started watching a movie and we weren't even on the same couch! She walked in and gave us really dirty looks and since then everything has changed, like her getting him pretty much kicked out. Actually, she just told her brother something that he said and it made him mad so he told the guy that he would have to change or get out.
Now she likes him again, she says as friends, but you know that isn't fully true! LOL. But she hates me because I'm a "backstaber" and I "called her names." I never called her names though and I don't know why I'm a backstaber, maybe because I try to help out ANYONE that needs it! LOL. She doesn't really know about anything anymore.

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fade2black_arp June 15 2006, 04:13:55 UTC
Wow..are you serious? She seems like a really mean person. I'd say she's the backstabber. A true friend would talk about these things and not just go off on someone. Just because you're with a guy, doesn't mean you're off making out with him or being on a date with him or anything. That's just crazy, in my opinion. Too much drama. She needs to chilll out!

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tumblegirl2007 June 15 2006, 06:51:21 UTC
I know. She even accused us of having sex all the time and making out all weekend. She is being so immature and she is starting to drive me INSANE. I think she's trying to turn all the people at church against me too, no one seems to talk to me anymore and it kinda sucks. Oh well, at least I'll have one friend at church and a few people from my family. Most of the adults like me too! So that's always a good thing. This isn't really affecting me much, mainly because I know that all my friends at school agree with me...THIS IS STUPID! LOL.

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fade2black_arp June 17 2006, 00:16:37 UTC
Oh wow.. well yeah, I'd agree. She is being pretty immature about it. That's middle school stuff.. haha yeah it is pretty stupid. Sorry you lost a few acquaintances/friends from it. If they don't believe you, they aren't true friends in the first place.

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tumblegirl2007 June 17 2006, 03:32:24 UTC
I know. The only good thing that has come out of this is this guy and I getting really close. He is actually one of my best friends now, I trust him completley. He's a sweetie, too! LOL. He agrees that all of this stuff is really stupid and he isn't as good a friend with her as he used to be. His brother's girlfriend told him that this girl and I would never be friends again as long as he talks to me and we all agreed...OH WELL. LOL.

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