you will fly you will crawl, god knows even angels fall
I love Even Angels fall by Jessica Riddle. It's a great song. Just gorgeous.
It's freezing today. I ended up going to Keyborough with mum and dad to do some shopping. I hadn't planned on buying anything, but ended up going back to Bras and things and buying a gorgeous black bra from Elle McPherson initimates and a red and lacy bra from Love Kylie. I love lingerie LOL and like I said since I dropped weight the back strap of my bra rides up and I've gone up a cup size.
Work that out. I lose weight, and go up a cup size. Funny.
I also ended up buying pants, and my dad was freaking out because I'm a size 6 in some pants. I explained to him that in other pants I am a size 8 and in others I am a 10. It just depends. I can't help my body shape. He kept telling me I better not lose anymore weight.
I don't lose weight. I doubt I could lose anymore even if I wanted to.
I think the scales at my place are out of whack though, as I hopped the scales this morning and it said I weighed 49 kilos and then jumped on my mum's scales and it said the same thing, but at home my scales say I weigh 51 kilos. I knew my scales were beginning to go haywire, and I guess that proves it. I was freaking out that I had put on weight. God forbid.
Oh, I also bought a magnetic bracelet. You know one of those bracelets that are long strands, and they stick to each other as you wrap them around your arm?
If that makes sense.
On top of that I bought some new handtowels for S and my bathroom. He has a black marble bathroom, which I really love. I just don't like his hand towels. They're army green or dark blue. I decided he needed some colour so got him purple and a baby blue. Rotfl. I'm already making changes. Hey, if I have to live with him then we are definitely going to be doing some redecorating.
Did I mention it is a disgusting day? It's freezing, and of course I didn't bring enough warm clothes so I am sitting here wearing a cardigan that is huge on me. It's my mother's oldest, daggiest cardigan but it's relatively warm.
She had a go at me today because she thinks I flaunt my body by wearing skintight pants. Um, yeah I do like to wear clothes that actually fit me. Nothing wrong with that right?
Besides I think I look good in them. I have the legs for them. That, and it makes me feel good about my body, and to me that is the most important thing right now. Especially since I've started getting increasingly paranoid about my body again. Or more so my stomach...*sigh*.
Oh the Eagles won last night. I tipped them. Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I just have to keep an eye on the others, but my stupid dad's computer won't allow pop ups and even after I turn them off it's still not allowing me to do them from the Afl site. It pisses me off.
Stupid computer, and I left mine at home.
It turns out also that my parents are both going to be home next week, but I am thinking about going home on Monday instead of Tuesday. One, I already miss my man and two- I still have so much to do. I want to get more of Xwiredonline up, and that means writing more reviews, doing some research and I also want to scrounge some interviews off people.
So much to do, and so little time. Hehehehe.
That, and as much as I love my parents, spending that much time with them will just irritate me. I already got frustrated with mum today.
Hmmm. I'm hungry. Lunch was breakfast and lunch together and the most amazing beef sandwich with french mustard. It was heaven on bread. Soft, delicious, and it had been years since I had a hot roast beef sandwich. I'm beginning to actually enjoy some meat again.
Hmmm my blood sugar levels are low. I can feel it.
I need to eat something and have something sweet.
Sweet dreams.
It's freezing today. I ended up going to Keyborough with mum and dad to do some shopping. I hadn't planned on buying anything, but ended up going back to Bras and things and buying a gorgeous black bra from Elle McPherson initimates and a red and lacy bra from Love Kylie. I love lingerie LOL and like I said since I dropped weight the back strap of my bra rides up and I've gone up a cup size.
Work that out. I lose weight, and go up a cup size. Funny.
I also ended up buying pants, and my dad was freaking out because I'm a size 6 in some pants. I explained to him that in other pants I am a size 8 and in others I am a 10. It just depends. I can't help my body shape. He kept telling me I better not lose anymore weight.
I don't lose weight. I doubt I could lose anymore even if I wanted to.
I think the scales at my place are out of whack though, as I hopped the scales this morning and it said I weighed 49 kilos and then jumped on my mum's scales and it said the same thing, but at home my scales say I weigh 51 kilos. I knew my scales were beginning to go haywire, and I guess that proves it. I was freaking out that I had put on weight. God forbid.
Oh, I also bought a magnetic bracelet. You know one of those bracelets that are long strands, and they stick to each other as you wrap them around your arm?
If that makes sense.
On top of that I bought some new handtowels for S and my bathroom. He has a black marble bathroom, which I really love. I just don't like his hand towels. They're army green or dark blue. I decided he needed some colour so got him purple and a baby blue. Rotfl. I'm already making changes. Hey, if I have to live with him then we are definitely going to be doing some redecorating.
Did I mention it is a disgusting day? It's freezing, and of course I didn't bring enough warm clothes so I am sitting here wearing a cardigan that is huge on me. It's my mother's oldest, daggiest cardigan but it's relatively warm.
She had a go at me today because she thinks I flaunt my body by wearing skintight pants. Um, yeah I do like to wear clothes that actually fit me. Nothing wrong with that right?
Besides I think I look good in them. I have the legs for them. That, and it makes me feel good about my body, and to me that is the most important thing right now. Especially since I've started getting increasingly paranoid about my body again. Or more so my stomach...*sigh*.
Oh the Eagles won last night. I tipped them. Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I just have to keep an eye on the others, but my stupid dad's computer won't allow pop ups and even after I turn them off it's still not allowing me to do them from the Afl site. It pisses me off.
Stupid computer, and I left mine at home.
It turns out also that my parents are both going to be home next week, but I am thinking about going home on Monday instead of Tuesday. One, I already miss my man and two- I still have so much to do. I want to get more of Xwiredonline up, and that means writing more reviews, doing some research and I also want to scrounge some interviews off people.
So much to do, and so little time. Hehehehe.
That, and as much as I love my parents, spending that much time with them will just irritate me. I already got frustrated with mum today.
Hmmm. I'm hungry. Lunch was breakfast and lunch together and the most amazing beef sandwich with french mustard. It was heaven on bread. Soft, delicious, and it had been years since I had a hot roast beef sandwich. I'm beginning to actually enjoy some meat again.
Hmmm my blood sugar levels are low. I can feel it.
I need to eat something and have something sweet.
Sweet dreams.