you better lose yourself in the music
Oh, yeah....did I mention Jase is coming over to my place tonight.
My housemate will be here to 'protect' me.
I kind of forgot to tell the boyfriend.
Just because I know he'd go ballistic at the thought of Jase near me let alone being in my house.
I want to see him.
I want to be able to to trust him.
And if he tries anything...well I don't know kickboxing for no reason.
That and I have a hockey stick in my closet, and I'm not afraid to use it.
Actually I know that he wouldn't harm me for a number of reasons.
1. He's my ex, and despite all the shit that's happened in his life. I KNOW him. I instinctively know he wouldn't harm me.
2. He knows Steven would kill him if he even laid a hand on me. And I literally mean kill.
I know it probably seems wrong that I'm seeing him without telling S, but when it comes down to it. I want to see him without tension.
if I tell S that I'm going to see him, he'd be over here in a shot. My man is protective, but I know how tense it gets when those two are even the same room.
It's not about S wanting to protect me, as much as it is about the current lover facing the ex lover.
It's territorial and nothing more.
My housemate will be here to 'protect' me.
I kind of forgot to tell the boyfriend.
Just because I know he'd go ballistic at the thought of Jase near me let alone being in my house.
I want to see him.
I want to be able to to trust him.
And if he tries anything...well I don't know kickboxing for no reason.
That and I have a hockey stick in my closet, and I'm not afraid to use it.
Actually I know that he wouldn't harm me for a number of reasons.
1. He's my ex, and despite all the shit that's happened in his life. I KNOW him. I instinctively know he wouldn't harm me.
2. He knows Steven would kill him if he even laid a hand on me. And I literally mean kill.
I know it probably seems wrong that I'm seeing him without telling S, but when it comes down to it. I want to see him without tension.
if I tell S that I'm going to see him, he'd be over here in a shot. My man is protective, but I know how tense it gets when those two are even the same room.
It's not about S wanting to protect me, as much as it is about the current lover facing the ex lover.
It's territorial and nothing more.