All Kinds of Awake..........
Drugs do weird things to people. I have never before had the experience of being on any kind of pain killers other than the standard Tylenol/Midol/Excedrin stuff. This is, until tonight, when I was given some Vicodin. Ends up that I got into the nurse at the women's clinic today but that was only part of the problem I was having, unbeknownst to me. I came home all happy and thinking I was going to take a nap and wake up all nice and feeling good again. Not happening. I wake up and wonder what day it is, why I feel worse than before I fell asleep and thinking that I wanted my boyfriend right then and there to cuddle with me. Joe. He is the best but that is a whole other story. I realized that it was still only Tuesday and still couldn't figure out the pain scenerio but all I know was it was a lot worse and I called the boyfriend on his cell phone and left a message, it was nice just to hear his voice on his voice-mail. Pick up phone calling people, trying to get mind off of pain I am in at the moment. Friend from Bay Area calls and all of the sudden I am a crying baby in less than a minute into coversation with them. I called my mom and couldn't reach her and then I called my friend to take me to the hosptial. I knew I needed to break down and just get some help. I could hardly walk. Go to E.R. and get seen quite immediately. I had to go through getting my blood drawn, a urinalysis and a pelvic exam, all just so much fun. Calling boyfriend about every 30 minutes telling him not to worry and he is worrying of course. Finally, the doctor comes back in and informs me that I had a very high white blood cell count in my urine which means that I have a bad....kidney infection. Of course. This explains a lot actually. So, I get Vicodin and anti-biotics and I am on my happy way. So to speak anyway. Come home and I am feeling better but still feel slight pain so I take a Vicodin. Wow. Chit-chatting with Renee about New York and fun stuff. Drinking tons of water and Gatorade. Thinking weird and bizarre thoughts. Yes, I am definitely on some drugs here. Feeling good though. I will leave this entry with the heaviest thought weighing on my mind right now. When I was a little kid I was always told that the green M&Ms would make your boobs grow bigger. In reality, they all make your boobs grow bigger fi you eat enough of them because they are a lot of fat and sugar and your boobs are made up of a lot of fatty tissue. At the time though, I thought to self, Self: eat those green M&Ms and you will have big boobs. YAH! I feel so cheated now. The things you think in these drug induced times just might be scarier than fiction.