Tainted Love, More Ways Than One.
So it is 2 in the afternoon here in the sunny weather of Chico. I just had a nice walk home from 12th and Ivy streets where I had ended up last night at a cheesy after party deal that was the most lame and boring thing I have ever been to, if I hadn't been intoxicated I would have walked home by myself. Whoa Batman that was a total run-on sentence but oh well. Anyway, last night was interesting to say the least. I was going to see Tainted Love at La Salle's who I love to see. They are an 80's cover band out of San Francisco. I had made plans to go with friends of mine who failed to get tickets until they were all sold out so they couldn't go with me. I was sad about it. I had to go anyway. I got all dressed up in my hot pink mini skirt, black fishnet shirt and knee high black boots and bangle bracelets. I was actually feeling hot last night which is completely rare for me. I have severely low self esteem. I am partially writing that in here because I can look back and see that I actually thought for one night that I looked good. I am always talking badly to myself. (whole other story though) So then I called a cab to take me downtown at ten. I got out of the cab and was already being whistled at on the street. I saw a few people I knew. I danced my heart out. I sang my lungs out. I lost control of everything which felt so nice. I had 4 Long Islands and was feeling totally good. At 1:30 I decided to go over to Riff Raff because I know every bartender and bouncer there. I also knew they had bands playing over there and one of them that I liked. I went over there and danced a little to the punk music that was taking over the bar. The bass guitarist in this band was so amazing and quite hot. I saw one of my favorites working, Carol Ann. She made me a Pink Lemon tea which is my all time favorite thing. Then it was last call all of the sudden and the guy sitting next to me that I was flirting with was gone. I lost him somehow. I was totally confused. He was really super cute and totally my type. I can't believe I let him get away. I hope I see him again. I saw this guy Steve that I know and he bought me another tea for Last Call and I didn't get to finish it before the bar had to be emptied. I was good to go though. I was walking down 2nd street thinking of what I wanted to eat because I hadn't eaten all day, which is a common thing for me to do. I hear my name being called from a group of people behind me. I am wondering who they are and what they want with me. I saw a few boys that I had talked to before and hung out with a little bit. They all play golf and go to school with me. One of them was really drunk and wanted me to walk with him over to 5th and Ivy to get a burrito from the infamous Tacos De Alcapulco. I agreed to that so here I am escorting this kid over there and he is trying to pee in everyone's yard on the way there. He is also trying to show me his piercing that I don't want to see. You get the gist I am sure. He asked me if I would kiss him and asked me how to got to be so sexy. I just laughed at him. I was really thinking that he couldn't handle a kiss from me. There we are finally at the restaurant and there are a bunch of people out in front of there, inclusive of the rest of the group we had lost along the way and other people they all knew. There were also three boys who were flirting with me and one of them has their birthday today, but since it was after midnight it was then. His friends told me to give him a kiss since it was his birthday. I am normally not that way but I thought it would be fun and give him a good memory if nothing else. So I gave him a good kiss and he smiled at me. I go inside and there is a guy in there telling me that I could be a model and that I look like a famous person. I was laughing and thought it was pure comedy. I was given a burrito that was bought for me and I had three bites of it later before it was devoured bu everyone else. The thing is that this mass of people walk over to 12th and Ivy which is an apartment complex and one of these guys is the manager of the place. They had everyone over there to drink cheap beer and smoke pot, two things I am not fond of at all. The whole group of people just lacked class of any kind. They were playing this game where you talk to people around the world and they were just being smart asses and totally immature. Everyone was passing bongs around the room and drinking the nastiest of nasty beers. The guy I had gone there with who I knew at all really had passed out the moment we got there. I was trying to talk to these people, the girls were stupid and liked these stupid boys. These guys were actually kind of cute but their personalities took away any of their looks. I just wished I had not lost the hot guy from earlier. I have his face ingrained into my head. He was beautiful and interesting and nice and stuff. To finish the story though, I went and got a blanket off of one of the beds in the apartment and went to sleep on the other couch not being used and just passed out trying to ignore all of the noise coming from the other rooms. I got crappy sleep most of the night. (didn't get to sleep until 5 even) Woke up and wanted water and food and still haven't gotten those things. Put my shoes on and got my purse and told the people who were up that I was going to go home. I was offered a ride but I just said I would walkk home. I walked to the 5th and Ivy store where I bought Red Bull and Propel water and then continued down to Cherry to Rio Chico to the bike trail and over the train tracks and down the path a little more and a left into the parking lot of my complex and was just happy to be home. Overall it was a good night and I had some good times. I just wish I wouldn't have lost the kid I liked a lot. Oh yah, the other part of the Tainted Love is that Joe and I are not really together now. So I am single. Date me. =) I am a great girl I swear. He is going through a divorce right now and he works like 60 hours a week. The way he did me over though is pretty screwed up and shady. He just stopped calling me when he said he would call me and then call me two days later. This went on for a week and then last night I talked to him online before I went out and the talk was about how he can't feel and how I have a lot of love to give and nothing going on is about me and etc. Oooooooh, Tainted Love.