Life is a weird thing...
I cant understand it...Life is so weird. One second i feel so loved and safe and warm inside and the next thing i know everything has changed i feel bitter and cold and hate everything. I dont understand whats the matter with me. The Dictionary Definiton of Life: The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and inanimate matter. Well...I have never really felt "Alive" What is wrong with me? Whys my life so different from others? I have just about the same thing anyone else has. In somways more. I just dont understand why. Why me? Why do I always feel this way? Why am I happy one minute and sad the next...or pissed off...or whatever. I am sick of it. I dont want it anymore. I want it to all go away. I want to just float off into an epiphany:A sudden manifestation of the essence or meaning of something.) I just wanna go away...to a safe place were i never have to wory about any of this stuff. I guess i am at an unstable age...where my emotions never stay the same for more than a second...They just keep playing games and keep throwing my in different directions. Making me sad and happy and mad and hyper all in same min. I hope it either stops...or I get used to it. Because this is killing me right now...it really is. It tearing me apart from the inside out. LIFE BLOWS!