Neck tension.
Aaaaaaahhha you guys I have been freaking out so much over the past...while. I am moving out of my mother's house (AT LAST). In like TWO DAYS. I have never done this before and I am so not packed because I don't know what to bring. Why don't I know what to bring? Because I don't know how much space I will have. Why don't I know how much space I will have? Because I've never actually been there. OOPS LOL 8D. It's a long story. To cut it short, I will be moving in with three dudes. I KNOW. I KNOW. THREE DUDES AND ARIEL. SOUNDS LIKE A SITCOM, RIGHT? Anyway, they do not live there yet and two of them have been away all summer and apparently the landlord was unreachable to schedule a showing. (Except when I called him to be like UM CAN I LIKE BE ON THE LEASE PLZ? he returned my call in about two hours. So. Maybe he just doesn't like my roommate? WHO KNOWS.) Anyhow, I'm hoping this place is not an utter shithole. If it is, at the very least I can crash at Jon's all the time and hopefully it will make an amusing story I can tell people.
Mostly I just. The unknown makes me really uncomfortable. I have no idea what my life is going to be like three days from now. I only know that I can't live here anymore because it drives me crazy and I just get upset all the time and I don't want to be upset anymore!
Honestly I don't know what is wrong with me. My mom is 'dating' (read: fucking) this guy who is many, many years younger than she is and every time he comes over I just want to throw a tantrum. Cannot deal. So I am sending my problems into cyber space. Nrrgh.
I just watched Lone Star which is a good movie but the whole OMG THEY ARE BROTHER AND SISTER was predictable and unsatisfying. I wish for once the parents of star-crossed lovers would try to keep their children apart for reasons other than OOPS THEY ARE RELATED BUT WE CANNOT TELL THEM EVARRRRR. Like, oh, I don't know. Religious differences? Race? Something PLAUSIBLE? It seems like the brother/sister thing has been done a lot. I mean they did it on House for Christ's sake.
My objections aside, is it weird that I found Chris Cooper kind of hot? SIDEBAR. He's playing Antonio in The Tempest, which comes out next year and is directed by JULIE TAYMOR? How awesome is that.
And by the way there is a woodchuck living under our wood pile and he is really cute! Apparently he has a family! Critters mrmrmgmgffr. :3
Mostly I just. The unknown makes me really uncomfortable. I have no idea what my life is going to be like three days from now. I only know that I can't live here anymore because it drives me crazy and I just get upset all the time and I don't want to be upset anymore!
Honestly I don't know what is wrong with me. My mom is 'dating' (read: fucking) this guy who is many, many years younger than she is and every time he comes over I just want to throw a tantrum. Cannot deal. So I am sending my problems into cyber space. Nrrgh.
I just watched Lone Star which is a good movie but the whole OMG THEY ARE BROTHER AND SISTER was predictable and unsatisfying. I wish for once the parents of star-crossed lovers would try to keep their children apart for reasons other than OOPS THEY ARE RELATED BUT WE CANNOT TELL THEM EVARRRRR. Like, oh, I don't know. Religious differences? Race? Something PLAUSIBLE? It seems like the brother/sister thing has been done a lot. I mean they did it on House for Christ's sake.
My objections aside, is it weird that I found Chris Cooper kind of hot? SIDEBAR. He's playing Antonio in The Tempest, which comes out next year and is directed by JULIE TAYMOR? How awesome is that.
And by the way there is a woodchuck living under our wood pile and he is really cute! Apparently he has a family! Critters mrmrmgmgffr. :3