Fuck it.
I spent all of yesterday shopping. Its crazy. My trunk is full of a new begining.
We decided no lachey last night. So Carrie and Robin picked me up and we went to Tony Despezio's party for a bit. They were on their way to Sam Solworth's party so we went to Carrie's and hung out with Kate, Jojo, Jaime, Sean, and Tevis. We were all sitting in a circle, and they were all smoking, so i had to pass the bowls around. There were 3 bowls going around at the same time i was amazed lol. Then Jojo, Kate, and Jaime left, Derrick and Laura came over and we played a few rounds of asshole. Lauren called and fucked up our game but its ok because we love her and Liz. I think i was only asshole twice. Which is amazing because im usually asshole all the time. lol. And last round i was Pres bitches. Then Laura and i went to mcdonalds. I was drunk again, and we got food and passed out. lol.
I came up with a good idea to bring Elise flowers, but no one wanted to because it was too funny.
Tonight was supposed to be the rescheduled lachey night but im not sure whats going on. Its just ive been busy saying goodbye to people kind of. And then shopping, i havent cleaned yet. And im not sure if i want to have all those people over again, when i need to be packing, and its just going to mess up the basment even more than it already is. Plus besides that, Monday and Wednesday ive been hammered. Then tomorrow i will be again because its Robin and Amanda's going away party. I dont know. Im ranting. Im a fucking alcoholic this week.
More recent news in my fucked life, Elliott is not coming home until this year is over. Now, i dont understand what the hell his mother is thinking at all, but that idea seems a bit retarted to me. Either make him move there, or let him come home. Its ridiculous. Lets just fuck with everyones emotions for a year and see how it goes. I can feel us drifting already. He's one of those people i need in my life. I cant do this whole internet best friends thing. When am i going to have time for that? I dont know. I feel like our friendship is falling apart. A couple of months ago we seemed endless. I pray this doesnt break us, but i feel like it may.
Bad vibes.
Tuesday was well spent with my wife elizabeth. Twas weird seeing all of her belongings on the pool table. It just makes this transition moreso real than ever.
Does anyone want to see me?
Im fine. its just in the back of my head, i know next week is going to be a cave of fire.
Ready to burn.
♥
"i believe in you so much i would die for the words that you say"
_love to hate, hate to me_
We decided no lachey last night. So Carrie and Robin picked me up and we went to Tony Despezio's party for a bit. They were on their way to Sam Solworth's party so we went to Carrie's and hung out with Kate, Jojo, Jaime, Sean, and Tevis. We were all sitting in a circle, and they were all smoking, so i had to pass the bowls around. There were 3 bowls going around at the same time i was amazed lol. Then Jojo, Kate, and Jaime left, Derrick and Laura came over and we played a few rounds of asshole. Lauren called and fucked up our game but its ok because we love her and Liz. I think i was only asshole twice. Which is amazing because im usually asshole all the time. lol. And last round i was Pres bitches. Then Laura and i went to mcdonalds. I was drunk again, and we got food and passed out. lol.
I came up with a good idea to bring Elise flowers, but no one wanted to because it was too funny.
Tonight was supposed to be the rescheduled lachey night but im not sure whats going on. Its just ive been busy saying goodbye to people kind of. And then shopping, i havent cleaned yet. And im not sure if i want to have all those people over again, when i need to be packing, and its just going to mess up the basment even more than it already is. Plus besides that, Monday and Wednesday ive been hammered. Then tomorrow i will be again because its Robin and Amanda's going away party. I dont know. Im ranting. Im a fucking alcoholic this week.
More recent news in my fucked life, Elliott is not coming home until this year is over. Now, i dont understand what the hell his mother is thinking at all, but that idea seems a bit retarted to me. Either make him move there, or let him come home. Its ridiculous. Lets just fuck with everyones emotions for a year and see how it goes. I can feel us drifting already. He's one of those people i need in my life. I cant do this whole internet best friends thing. When am i going to have time for that? I dont know. I feel like our friendship is falling apart. A couple of months ago we seemed endless. I pray this doesnt break us, but i feel like it may.
Bad vibes.
Tuesday was well spent with my wife elizabeth. Twas weird seeing all of her belongings on the pool table. It just makes this transition moreso real than ever.
Does anyone want to see me?
Im fine. its just in the back of my head, i know next week is going to be a cave of fire.
Ready to burn.
♥
"i believe in you so much i would die for the words that you say"
_love to hate, hate to me_