if it's his loss, why do I feel like the a-hole?
So this morning I was getting my coffee in the break room, and The Matchmaker came in (looking rather uncomfortable, I might add). She said, "I'm out of the matchmaking business." I said, "Oh?" and kind of laughed. Then she was like, "I talked to Non-Jared yesterday. He's not going to call you." I was like, "Yeah, I had pretty much figured it out."
It is at this juncture that I have to say that I feel way dumber being told that he's not going to call me than I did when I had just sort of assumed it. I do feel like an a-hole. But my only choice when I was talking to Matchmaker was to just kind of try to laugh it off and say, "Well, such is life." (By the end of our short conversation, I think I had said, "such is life" about 4 times.) Then she said something about how she thought he should have called me and told me he wasn't going to call me, but she didn't get it and didn't know, and I said, "Well, guys are stupid, which I think you know," and she was like, "Yes, I do know that!"
Sigh. It's only 9:00 and I already feel like my day is kind of ruined. Not because I'm upset that he's not going to call me (since I had already assumed that on my own and was completely over it), but because I feel stupid and ridiculous. I'm not sure why I feel stupid and ridiculous (because I had to be told that he isn't going to call? because I continue to look like a dating-failure to all of the people at my office, and the world in general?).
I could go into a whole tirade about guys and life and how pathetic I am at this point, but I will pass.
Hope you all have very happy and pleasant 4th of July Weekends.
It is at this juncture that I have to say that I feel way dumber being told that he's not going to call me than I did when I had just sort of assumed it. I do feel like an a-hole. But my only choice when I was talking to Matchmaker was to just kind of try to laugh it off and say, "Well, such is life." (By the end of our short conversation, I think I had said, "such is life" about 4 times.) Then she said something about how she thought he should have called me and told me he wasn't going to call me, but she didn't get it and didn't know, and I said, "Well, guys are stupid, which I think you know," and she was like, "Yes, I do know that!"
Sigh. It's only 9:00 and I already feel like my day is kind of ruined. Not because I'm upset that he's not going to call me (since I had already assumed that on my own and was completely over it), but because I feel stupid and ridiculous. I'm not sure why I feel stupid and ridiculous (because I had to be told that he isn't going to call? because I continue to look like a dating-failure to all of the people at my office, and the world in general?).
I could go into a whole tirade about guys and life and how pathetic I am at this point, but I will pass.
Hope you all have very happy and pleasant 4th of July Weekends.