Bored..

[fa1se_x_h0pe]

i was tired of sitting waiting for jordan and kara to wake up... in the meantime... i wrote i guess...

Talk Back

Im not scared, dont show it
Im not sad, dont fight it
Not lonely, dont deny it
not changing, dont hide it

Sometimes, diary, things just are the same
and sometimes diary, i get so wrapped up in this game
sometimes my walls block out what really matters
sometimes its as if i can feel it when my dream shatters
im all too aware of what i lack
and diary, i wish you could talk back

Tell me what my next step is, 
tell me where im at,
tell me what im doing here,
and when can i just go back
diary, why cant you just talk back..

my thoughts are my power,
my pen's my control
my hearts always empty,
but my minds always full..

with no where to run,
and a broken past
movements so slow
and tears so fast
with a snap of a finger
and blink of an eye
even her diary
is capable of lie

it sucks.. im aware..

im hungry..