arghh..
so i will be home exactly 3 weeks from yesterday.. im currently being really emo right now.. jordan and kara are still sleeping.. and im sitting at the laptop.. listening to my ipod. i just got done catching up on julie millers and patrick's life i would totally catch up on leahs.. but her LJ confuses me too much.... and its actually really sad how much i miss her patrick and leah.. i really do.. =/ i was actually crying a little bit and i dont know if leah patrick and julie even miss me that much.. i havent really talked to patrick AT ALL which is pathetic.. patrick i miss you. andi think i have talked to leah once.. leah.. i miss you and julie i talk to a little more.. buti still really really miss her and a little isnt enough. im actually likke really sad right n ow.. and its kiinda making me sick. italy is amazing.. but it isnt home and so much had happened right before i left and i just really need them.. so basically i need to dedicate this entry to the amigos.. you guys have helped me through so much you dont even know.. you willingly opened your arms and hearts to me when no one has done that before.. you guys dont judge or ever look down upon me.. and its such a good feeling to know that you guys are there.. im actually crying right now and this is pathetic.. but its true.. im not sure what i would have done without you guys and i dont even wanna begin to image what my life would be with out you .. i miss armada.. i miss the comfort of just being around you guys.. and i miss the regular conversations and 'visual appearances' of you douche bags.. ;] =[ so.. just dont forget about me.. miss you guys more than ever.. love you..