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it is hard to believe i am the same person that has been writing in this over the years. there is some pretty heavy shit in this journal...
happy to say i am a lot better these days, physically, mentally...spiritually. went to california last sept thru nov... though it was a risk, leaving a good job i had had for less than a year & going somewhere i had never been, it turned out to be a great decision : ) i had enough time to really go inside myself & dig out what i truly want to do, & be, in my life... so ive came home for the holidays & it has been so good to see my family, but i am itching to get back out west... i need the outdoors, mountains, trees, plants, purpose, responsibility, freedom, everything... it is all there ...i think haha
i voted today, feel good about that
ya know, i never, ever wrote in this with the intention of it being read by anyone ...other than maybe myself, but that has never been a good thing & usually depressed me to know how low i let myself sink at times in my past. but now that i know for sure no one is reading it... well, i dont know, it is kind of sad. no, liberating. kind of lonely... no, it isnt anything. es nada.
i do miss there being entries on my "friends" page though. i no longer know anyone that uses this.
tomorrow me & my very close friend start a 21 day challenge at Hot House Yoga Studio. it is 21 days straight of yoga! you must attend at least 1 class per day & the classes are 60-90 min in a hot room. i am excited, nervous & excited!
happy to say i am a lot better these days, physically, mentally...spiritually. went to california last sept thru nov... though it was a risk, leaving a good job i had had for less than a year & going somewhere i had never been, it turned out to be a great decision : ) i had enough time to really go inside myself & dig out what i truly want to do, & be, in my life... so ive came home for the holidays & it has been so good to see my family, but i am itching to get back out west... i need the outdoors, mountains, trees, plants, purpose, responsibility, freedom, everything... it is all there ...i think haha
i voted today, feel good about that
ya know, i never, ever wrote in this with the intention of it being read by anyone ...other than maybe myself, but that has never been a good thing & usually depressed me to know how low i let myself sink at times in my past. but now that i know for sure no one is reading it... well, i dont know, it is kind of sad. no, liberating. kind of lonely... no, it isnt anything. es nada.
i do miss there being entries on my "friends" page though. i no longer know anyone that uses this.
tomorrow me & my very close friend start a 21 day challenge at Hot House Yoga Studio. it is 21 days straight of yoga! you must attend at least 1 class per day & the classes are 60-90 min in a hot room. i am excited, nervous & excited!