May 02, 2010 23:27
i have NEVER understood the popular phrase
"i you love something let it go"
now, i partly understand the more detailed quote
"if you love something let it go. if it comes back to you it is yours forever, if it doesn't then it was never meant to be"
but that is still a stupid quote.
why would you put yourself through a heartache just to see if it will come back. if you love something then you love it. why do you need to second guess what you love.
that's all.
ps, i am happy dating brandon. he is a sweetheart. when i spend the night with him he will roll over and smile at me like he is happy i am there. and even though he has been sick and had a bad sore throat he still would kiss me. isnt that nice? i cant very much tell he is not interested in being serious, the way he acts shows it pretty obviously. but the way he is with me i trust him still. i dont think he will seriously hurt me or intentionally at least. i think when it is over we will both know and it will just be over, no hard feelings. i am having fun with him and i am not stressing, honestly. he talks to me and i talk to him. it's even and there is no pressure on either of us. i cant force him to do anything and he doesnt have to expect anything out of me. i will do what i want and be a sweetheart because that is what he deserves.
im really tired and i have homework tomorrow. so i think im done for today.