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i am having a new relationship with a boy. and it's just the beginning of it and so i am learning again.
i am also PMS-ing right now so im super bitchy and i accidentally took it out on him and i feel bad about it.
i said i am sorry and he was fine, but i feel bad. about it.
i also realized that he is not a push over. i am used to only dealing with a push over and having me be in charge. and now i see, im not in charge. im co captain... and i will have issues with it. but i like it already. and i need to not be such a raging bitch to make it work. and i love that because it will teach me something.
i really do like him. and we totally dont have anything in common. but we are fun together. so it works.
im hoping we can become serious for a little while. i know i wont marry him or anything but we can both learn something from this i think. and i think he needs a little love in his life. or at least thats what i think.
yes, i just dont want to be a bitch anymore. and i want to have fun. and i want to relax in the relationship seat.
i can doooo it!
i am also PMS-ing right now so im super bitchy and i accidentally took it out on him and i feel bad about it.
i said i am sorry and he was fine, but i feel bad. about it.
i also realized that he is not a push over. i am used to only dealing with a push over and having me be in charge. and now i see, im not in charge. im co captain... and i will have issues with it. but i like it already. and i need to not be such a raging bitch to make it work. and i love that because it will teach me something.
i really do like him. and we totally dont have anything in common. but we are fun together. so it works.
im hoping we can become serious for a little while. i know i wont marry him or anything but we can both learn something from this i think. and i think he needs a little love in his life. or at least thats what i think.
yes, i just dont want to be a bitch anymore. and i want to have fun. and i want to relax in the relationship seat.
i can doooo it!