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two questions (mostly rhetorical)
1)To move to portland or not to move to portland? Get paid drive time, get more local work thus steadier work, have closer relationships with work people, move and have new experiences, able to enjoy being home more because I'd actually be there VS. living with good friends in seattle the place I've always wanted to have my address in but will only spend weekends at, church, 95% of family and no income tax.
2)How do I deal with bipolar, anxiety ridden friend/coworker? She's constantly in a state of panic and distress, everything is entirely tragic, everything is a big deal, all decisions must be made immediately, prone to emotional outbursts at inopportune moments, passive agressive, generally crazy. But when on an even keel, very cool and very fun. And I can't distance myself because she works with me. I guess I just keep being bluntly honest with her even though I feel mean and don't like myself like when I have to do that.
These are my current internal debates.
In other news, I'm happy to be home from portland, if only for two days, and am happy that tianas_knife is okie dokie, bummed that church is cancelled, excited for my night out tonight instead, sad my friend is moving to las vegas, going to point roberts next weekend and really enjoying the little birds hanging out in the bush outside my window. They're cute!
1)To move to portland or not to move to portland? Get paid drive time, get more local work thus steadier work, have closer relationships with work people, move and have new experiences, able to enjoy being home more because I'd actually be there VS. living with good friends in seattle the place I've always wanted to have my address in but will only spend weekends at, church, 95% of family and no income tax.
2)How do I deal with bipolar, anxiety ridden friend/coworker? She's constantly in a state of panic and distress, everything is entirely tragic, everything is a big deal, all decisions must be made immediately, prone to emotional outbursts at inopportune moments, passive agressive, generally crazy. But when on an even keel, very cool and very fun. And I can't distance myself because she works with me. I guess I just keep being bluntly honest with her even though I feel mean and don't like myself like when I have to do that.
These are my current internal debates.
In other news, I'm happy to be home from portland, if only for two days, and am happy that tianas_knife is okie dokie, bummed that church is cancelled, excited for my night out tonight instead, sad my friend is moving to las vegas, going to point roberts next weekend and really enjoying the little birds hanging out in the bush outside my window. They're cute!