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yea. today was a good day. besides when indie and I argued. hm. lemme start with taht!
She fuckin pissed me off beyond belief. Charlie was joking around with her and he jokingly said "Indie your a douche bag, and stop flirting with cory" because he thought she'd fool round back. fuckin wrong. Indie took it all sereously because she was having a bad day and took it out on him. obviously, pissed me off. She could've simple said don't joke around with me, or im not having a good day, but no she had to go all out and be a bitch. And she knows she was being a bitch because she said it herself. So I called her up and asked her wtf was that all about. she got another attitude, I did nothing wrong just asked her what was with her, so she was all NOTHING, and hell what am i supposed to do, stay calm because she doesn't want to give an explination on why she fucking blew up on him. He doesn't stick up for himself much when it comes to chiks, yea he gets irritated and shit but he won't say nuthing to a girl unless they piss him off severly. She omg, she friggin blamed it on a movie, and then said it was something else and that she was sensitive today. Well I'm fucking sorry, she's not the only one in this damn world that was sensitive. she only thinks about herself when she gets that way, she has every right because she always is thinking of others but still. if your going to think of just yourself you don't have to be rude about it. (and yes, I know I'm comign off as a bitch but I just have to get this shit off my head.) ALSO. She got upset about how I don't spend time with her anymore. But when I try to, I'm always told she's not home or she just left. The phone fuckin works two ways. she can call me up round 8 @ night and ask me if she wants to make planes. I'm sick of always trying only to get told shes not there. She doesn't call me, she doesn't bother to try to hang out with me, so i gave up. I'm not gonna try to do something when she's not gonna give equal effort. It's not my problem that she doesn't bother with me. And no one can say I don't bother with her. Charlie knows I call her and get told shes not there, Mike knows it, everyone I talk to on the phone knows I call her and every time I'm told she isn't there. I'm sick of sympathizing people who don't bother to make an effort. They don't deserve it. < not directed to indie. ANOTHER thing. When she started going out with Lance, did I complain? NO. If she wasn't with him, she was talking to him, if she wasn't talking to him on the phone, she was on the computer with him. Yea, woo, I really spent time with her, I jsut kept her company when she was alone, I just helped her when she got upset, and how'd she treat me, like shit. and she can't say she didn't because she was always ALWAYS ignoring me for him. I'm just paying her back. She knows how I feel now. And she can deny that she ever did tha tbut she did. and I know it because it was ME she was doing it to.
I'm DONE. because I'm getting dizzy from my med.'s. good fucking bye.
She fuckin pissed me off beyond belief. Charlie was joking around with her and he jokingly said "Indie your a douche bag, and stop flirting with cory" because he thought she'd fool round back. fuckin wrong. Indie took it all sereously because she was having a bad day and took it out on him. obviously, pissed me off. She could've simple said don't joke around with me, or im not having a good day, but no she had to go all out and be a bitch. And she knows she was being a bitch because she said it herself. So I called her up and asked her wtf was that all about. she got another attitude, I did nothing wrong just asked her what was with her, so she was all NOTHING, and hell what am i supposed to do, stay calm because she doesn't want to give an explination on why she fucking blew up on him. He doesn't stick up for himself much when it comes to chiks, yea he gets irritated and shit but he won't say nuthing to a girl unless they piss him off severly. She omg, she friggin blamed it on a movie, and then said it was something else and that she was sensitive today. Well I'm fucking sorry, she's not the only one in this damn world that was sensitive. she only thinks about herself when she gets that way, she has every right because she always is thinking of others but still. if your going to think of just yourself you don't have to be rude about it. (and yes, I know I'm comign off as a bitch but I just have to get this shit off my head.) ALSO. She got upset about how I don't spend time with her anymore. But when I try to, I'm always told she's not home or she just left. The phone fuckin works two ways. she can call me up round 8 @ night and ask me if she wants to make planes. I'm sick of always trying only to get told shes not there. She doesn't call me, she doesn't bother to try to hang out with me, so i gave up. I'm not gonna try to do something when she's not gonna give equal effort. It's not my problem that she doesn't bother with me. And no one can say I don't bother with her. Charlie knows I call her and get told shes not there, Mike knows it, everyone I talk to on the phone knows I call her and every time I'm told she isn't there. I'm sick of sympathizing people who don't bother to make an effort. They don't deserve it. < not directed to indie. ANOTHER thing. When she started going out with Lance, did I complain? NO. If she wasn't with him, she was talking to him, if she wasn't talking to him on the phone, she was on the computer with him. Yea, woo, I really spent time with her, I jsut kept her company when she was alone, I just helped her when she got upset, and how'd she treat me, like shit. and she can't say she didn't because she was always ALWAYS ignoring me for him. I'm just paying her back. She knows how I feel now. And she can deny that she ever did tha tbut she did. and I know it because it was ME she was doing it to.
I'm DONE. because I'm getting dizzy from my med.'s. good fucking bye.