Ever wonder if one day you'll wake up and be 1 again. You never lived your life, it was all a dream.
Hm. T'day was a good day. I think the only thing that ruined my day was
my damn cramps and bleeding. yea I know, I'm precious for saying that
but c'mon, who really reads this but me? Once in a while someone will
read this shit but for the main part, no one reads this. -shrug- it
doesn't bother me. It's something I can write in but again, the shit
has to fuck up. Backround doesn't work for me. so meh. I asked Lyz
about it but she's away so I have to be patient. I don't mind. If she
can't fix it I'll just take it off of there and make a normal
Livejournal. I dunno I'm talking to her right now about it. I dunno, I
get back to that later.
As I was saying, today was a good day. I love Charlie so much. I kept yellin @ him to lay down. I almost cryed while I was over there. He makes me so happy, I just never want to leave him. He's my everything and I just want to be with him for the rest of my life. He just, whats the word i wanna use, complete? yea completes me. I never feel empty when I'm with him. I know he's got alot built up inside and I know I sound stupid but I want to know everything inside his head. I just. I don't know. I hate being without him, when I go home, when I don't have class with him. it just drives me nuts. I want to spend every minute of the day with him. I still think he's way too good for me. He treats me so good and says I deserve it but I don't. He deserves much better than me. He's so good, too good for me. I love him so much though and I never want him to go away. I just hate being away from him. Oi, I sound like an idiot. I just love him though. And I don't know what to do with it. He makes me so happy and I just want to cry sometimes. I love him and thats all that matters.
I'll update more tomarrow, well I'll try anyways.
As I was saying, today was a good day. I love Charlie so much. I kept yellin @ him to lay down. I almost cryed while I was over there. He makes me so happy, I just never want to leave him. He's my everything and I just want to be with him for the rest of my life. He just, whats the word i wanna use, complete? yea completes me. I never feel empty when I'm with him. I know he's got alot built up inside and I know I sound stupid but I want to know everything inside his head. I just. I don't know. I hate being without him, when I go home, when I don't have class with him. it just drives me nuts. I want to spend every minute of the day with him. I still think he's way too good for me. He treats me so good and says I deserve it but I don't. He deserves much better than me. He's so good, too good for me. I love him so much though and I never want him to go away. I just hate being away from him. Oi, I sound like an idiot. I just love him though. And I don't know what to do with it. He makes me so happy and I just want to cry sometimes. I love him and thats all that matters.
I'll update more tomarrow, well I'll try anyways.