Yeah, well, hope is for losers...

Feb 11, 2004 16:56

We don't need no education.
We don't need no thought control.
No dark sarcasm in the classroom.
Teacher, leave those kids alone.
Hey, Teacher, leave those kids alone!
All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
We don't need no education.
We don't need no thought control.
No dark sarcasm in the classroom.
Teachers, leave those kids alone.
Hey, Teacher, leave those kids alone!
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.
All in all you're just another brick in the wall.

-Another Brick In The Wall (Part II)
Pink Floyd

Yeah, I know I miss a lot of school, and it makes sense since that is like my theme song. I can't help it, I just hate being there so much, it drains the life out of me.

My dad is so disappointed with me because I miss a lot of school. I mean this is a guy who lived for school and he's still bitter there were only twelve grades. He probably sat in math class thinking, "There should be more math. This could be mathier." And here I am, wasting away school days, God forbid not getting that five-star public school education.

Lord knows why Blurble's aggravated with me, there's such a wide range of possibilities. Missing school, staying up too late, ruining plans, lying, being rude, and a whole lot more yadda yadda. See, I'm trying really hard not to worry about it, but it hurts when you can see disappointment in her eyes. I bet she's also the only person in the entire world who can look that annoyed with me.

Why are there so many people disappointed in me? I'm not jumping to conclusions here either, I took a small step and conclusions there were. I think of all the people who care about me, and then I think of how I've let them down. I know you all think I could've done better... but I haven't. And I refuse to be sorry anymore.

You think I'm so empty, because I'm not being apologetic. Just that to me, I guess it's all the same...

But me? I'm useless? Look are you, you idiot. What have you ever done? Locked yourself in your room and listened to music for days? Good job, winner, that'll make the world a better place one very small step at a time. Not back off, Red Ranger, because you're not helping. You think you can just believe in a better world. Go ahead. I have to live in this one.

So nothing matters, and now I have no regrets.
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