Oh boy, when I can't sleep...

[eyexxbeexxespee]

I hate people that are always pretending. It's people you talk to and no matter how close you think you are to them, they are always so much further away. They let you think you know, when you still have no idea.

I hate people who are fake, who present themselves to the world in a way to attract other people. When it works, they get this sick sense of pride.

I hate liars, because they can get away with so much more.

And what I hate, more than any of those, are people who want to help. They are so honest and caring, and they just try so hard... But no one is that kind, no one can care that much. So people who want to help must be fake.. liars.. because all they do is pretend.

Who would bother to help anyone who doesn't care about themself? Right, that's just stupid. There's other things to worry about, and it just doesn't make sense.

If you truly care about that one person and would give anything to help.. no one believes you..

Of course they wouldn't believe you, you're fooling yourself thinking you actually care about that person. Get over it, let them help their own self. They need to find themself before you could ever help them anyways.

but..

i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you

Forget it.