X is for Homestar!!!!!!!!!!!!!... continued
So then I went to Deven's house. I got there and he didn't say anything, he opened the door and then walked into the office. I walked in and he was in the middle of a Warcraft game so I went and grabbed a chair then he finished and got up and walked downstairs without saying anything. So I went down and followed him into his room. He put on Spiderman and layed on his bed without saying anything once again. I sat on his bed next to him and we watched Spiderman very uncomfortably while he was obviously avoiding looking at me. About half an hour into the movie he turned over and looked at me. I looked over and hes like "what?" and I just didn't say anything and so he goes "what?" and so I looked away because he was starting to sound pissed off and he's like "would you tell me why the hell you're looking at me?" and I'm like "I just looked. No reason why, I just did." Then there was no talking again. About 20 minutes from the end he goes "Is my ear bleeding?" So I checked for him. It wasn't for those of you who are incredibly worried about him. Then we started watching the movie again. 5 minutes later he started rubbing my hand and I looked over and he's like "Kiss?" n I'm kinda thinking wtf? but I kissed him anyway. After I kissed him I was like "I'm guna run upstairs and grab my sweater out of my bag I'm really cold" and I started to get up. He pulled me back down and he's like "Don't go" then he held me so tight that I couldn't breathe. Well I could but you know what I mean. Then we were laying together and stuff. We were supposed to go to Spiderman 2 but we decided we'd just wait for the weekend instead. His mom called to see if we were going to the movies with them or not and after that we went swimming. It was freezing cold so we only went in for like 10 minutes and then we had to get out. After that we were just laying together in his room and he spilt water all over me.. grrrrrr. So then his parents got home and we watched much music for a bit and then went to play warcraft. then my mom got there and took me home. that night i called meg and shes like so is everything okay with deven? and im like ya. and shes like so you guys are back together and i'm like "uh.. damn good question. hopefully."
on canada day i went to devens around 2. we were watching pitch black and waiting for anthony and vanessa to get there. i got a blanket from the other room because he just made his bed and i didn't want to mess it up. i wrapped the blanket around me and then layed down and hes like "val, you've got the blanket all wrong, get up." and im like k? then he takes the blanket and unfolds it and gets under it and hes like "there now you can get in it" and i got under it and he starts whispering in my ear all moanish "oh ya get in it val get in it oh ya get in it" and im like "oh ya talk dirty deven" and then he started humping my leg joking around and anthony busts in the door. lol and anthony goes OH GOD and runs out. lol then we're like laughing so hard so anthony and vanessa came in and they're like wtf... so ya we finished watching pitch black then we went out for a swim then into the hot tub then on the trampoline. after that we got dressed and watched some of jack ass. then the guys left to go into town and get movies so vanessa and i watched the rest of jack ass and had dinner while they were gone. then when they got back we watched some dirt biking movies and then went out for a fire. we roasted some marshmellows and then the golf course started setting off fire works at the driving range so we went to the hills on the golf course to watch them. we stole 4 flags and wrote stuff in all the sand traps. then we caught a bunch of fire flies it was really fun. except i started to feel sick so i was laying on a bench and deven pulled me up and then the bench fell on me and hit my ankle and my back really hard... but it was really funny. so then after that deven and anthony streaked and when they were getting naked i'm like "lets take their clothes" and vanessa is like "okay" but then i'm like "no that's mean" and shes like "ya." so they started running and vanessa and i just looked at eachother and smiled and ran for their clothes.. then we ran like hell. we were going to go all the way almost to devens house but we didn't cuz we're nicer than that so we sat on the hill we were watching fireworks on then they came and sat by us naked and it was scary. then we had to pay them back cuz they streaked for us.. lol. k so we were laying together on the grass and im like deven.. do you take back what you said? and hes like what do you mean? and im liek wll you said that you wouldn't take it back.. but now I'm kind of confused. and hes like OH THAT! OF COURSE I DO BABE!!! and gave me the biggest hug ever. then we were talking on his trampoline right before my mom came and he was almost crying because something happened on wednesday that is unmentionable at the time being and he felt bad for it and then after i asked him like 2000000 times what was wrong hes like "i just never wanna hurt you" and i felt so bad. and then i started crying because he said we werent guna last for much longer and then he said that so i thought he wanted to dump me he just didnt want to hurt me. but then hes like "no i just feel bad cuz whenever i get mad i take it out on you and its not fair to you and then i say this stupid crap and you end up believing it and its always on your mind you can say its not if you want to but it obviously is and i don't know where we're going to go. i don't know if we're going to be together forever or if you're going to forget my name in a month i just don't want you to be hurt."
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on canada day i went to devens around 2. we were watching pitch black and waiting for anthony and vanessa to get there. i got a blanket from the other room because he just made his bed and i didn't want to mess it up. i wrapped the blanket around me and then layed down and hes like "val, you've got the blanket all wrong, get up." and im like k? then he takes the blanket and unfolds it and gets under it and hes like "there now you can get in it" and i got under it and he starts whispering in my ear all moanish "oh ya get in it val get in it oh ya get in it" and im like "oh ya talk dirty deven" and then he started humping my leg joking around and anthony busts in the door. lol and anthony goes OH GOD and runs out. lol then we're like laughing so hard so anthony and vanessa came in and they're like wtf... so ya we finished watching pitch black then we went out for a swim then into the hot tub then on the trampoline. after that we got dressed and watched some of jack ass. then the guys left to go into town and get movies so vanessa and i watched the rest of jack ass and had dinner while they were gone. then when they got back we watched some dirt biking movies and then went out for a fire. we roasted some marshmellows and then the golf course started setting off fire works at the driving range so we went to the hills on the golf course to watch them. we stole 4 flags and wrote stuff in all the sand traps. then we caught a bunch of fire flies it was really fun. except i started to feel sick so i was laying on a bench and deven pulled me up and then the bench fell on me and hit my ankle and my back really hard... but it was really funny. so then after that deven and anthony streaked and when they were getting naked i'm like "lets take their clothes" and vanessa is like "okay" but then i'm like "no that's mean" and shes like "ya." so they started running and vanessa and i just looked at eachother and smiled and ran for their clothes.. then we ran like hell. we were going to go all the way almost to devens house but we didn't cuz we're nicer than that so we sat on the hill we were watching fireworks on then they came and sat by us naked and it was scary. then we had to pay them back cuz they streaked for us.. lol. k so we were laying together on the grass and im like deven.. do you take back what you said? and hes like what do you mean? and im liek wll you said that you wouldn't take it back.. but now I'm kind of confused. and hes like OH THAT! OF COURSE I DO BABE!!! and gave me the biggest hug ever. then we were talking on his trampoline right before my mom came and he was almost crying because something happened on wednesday that is unmentionable at the time being and he felt bad for it and then after i asked him like 2000000 times what was wrong hes like "i just never wanna hurt you" and i felt so bad. and then i started crying because he said we werent guna last for much longer and then he said that so i thought he wanted to dump me he just didnt want to hurt me. but then hes like "no i just feel bad cuz whenever i get mad i take it out on you and its not fair to you and then i say this stupid crap and you end up believing it and its always on your mind you can say its not if you want to but it obviously is and i don't know where we're going to go. i don't know if we're going to be together forever or if you're going to forget my name in a month i just don't want you to be hurt."
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