X is for Homestar!!!!!!!!!!!!!
theres this girl in my school named kelsey and i went over to her house 2 weeks ago exactly. and while i was there i was sitting under her deck and i looked up and all i saw was "homestar" written on the bottom of it. i think it was a sign of some sort i just cant seem to figure out what.
yesterday was canada day! wednesday was not. tuesday night deven once again told me that he didn't want to go out. i believe his exact words were "I just want you to know this is the last time I will ever call you. It's over Val. Bye" so i called him back wednesday morning and he still hadn't changed his mind so i thought to myself "maybe this time it's for real, maybe this time it's actually not just a stupid fight. maybe he actually means it this time." as i signed onto my msn. as i sat and stared blankly at my computer screen wondering what was going on with deven and myself a little message popped up. it read, "x-XAcid BurnX-x has signed on." i didn't click it, i couldn't! i had to sit there and be as mindless as humanly possible. "x-XAcid BurnX-x says: hey" oh... i guess i better talk now so i dont piss him off even more. "hi" i typed as hard as i could to show my anger to the empty room that surrounded me. "that'll show him!" i thought to myself before i realized i may quite possibly be going insane. he told me he wasn't going to take it back and that this time he hadn't changed his mind after sleeping. he told me that even though it didn't feel right and it wasn't what he wanted to do he wasn't going back on what he said. he told me that he was up all night because he couldnt bare the thought of not having me and that more than anything he wanted to lay together and watch a movie. i told him that we still could and if he wanted to have me then he should. he told me i wasn't making things any easier and that i should just stop because he wasnt going to go back on it again. i said fine and then he asked if i still wanted to go over. i couldn't believe him. why would he even bother asking me that? why would i want to see someone that JUST broke up with me?!
"okay.. i'll be there in an hour"
yesterday was canada day! wednesday was not. tuesday night deven once again told me that he didn't want to go out. i believe his exact words were "I just want you to know this is the last time I will ever call you. It's over Val. Bye" so i called him back wednesday morning and he still hadn't changed his mind so i thought to myself "maybe this time it's for real, maybe this time it's actually not just a stupid fight. maybe he actually means it this time." as i signed onto my msn. as i sat and stared blankly at my computer screen wondering what was going on with deven and myself a little message popped up. it read, "x-XAcid BurnX-x has signed on." i didn't click it, i couldn't! i had to sit there and be as mindless as humanly possible. "x-XAcid BurnX-x says: hey" oh... i guess i better talk now so i dont piss him off even more. "hi" i typed as hard as i could to show my anger to the empty room that surrounded me. "that'll show him!" i thought to myself before i realized i may quite possibly be going insane. he told me he wasn't going to take it back and that this time he hadn't changed his mind after sleeping. he told me that even though it didn't feel right and it wasn't what he wanted to do he wasn't going back on what he said. he told me that he was up all night because he couldnt bare the thought of not having me and that more than anything he wanted to lay together and watch a movie. i told him that we still could and if he wanted to have me then he should. he told me i wasn't making things any easier and that i should just stop because he wasnt going to go back on it again. i said fine and then he asked if i still wanted to go over. i couldn't believe him. why would he even bother asking me that? why would i want to see someone that JUST broke up with me?!
"okay.. i'll be there in an hour"