May 18, 2005 11:27
The hubby and I talked for a bit last night. things are slightly better. He did piss me off once he started being nice though. He seems to think our problem is that I am unhappy not working. So if my attitude does not change I need to find a job, even if it means putting school off again. I am fine with that really......I have offered to go back to work numerous times because money is so tight. This is where I got angry, he said " If ARCO( my last job of 6 yrs) won't have you back I guess you will go flip burgers somewhere. Don't get me wrong if I needed the money I certianly would work fastfood before my child did without anything. I don't look down on ANY ADULT who does.
But I am almost 30. Have a great work history. Have 24 college credit hours toward my nursing degree, and have maintained a 4.0 average. I have turned down CNA jobs making almost as much as him to be able to finish school. I do not have to as he so snidely put it " Flip peoples burgers". Am I wong for being annoyed here. I feel like he insults me even when pretending to be nice.
Now on a positive note!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today was officially 4 weeks/28 days on the diet. I weighted........... I have dropped 24 pounds!! go me! I have to remind my self not to get to excited, I still have another 80 to go.