Jul 02, 2005 12:44
I fucking Hate you. you are the worst guy in the world right about now. i had it up to the sky and im fed up with all your shit. your a lieing bastard, and youre not a very good friend nemore either! i hope you fucking choke and die for all the shit you put me thru.
have fun with yourself, and your new friends...and the fucking girl u been hiding.
GOD!!!!!!
why cant i just have good friend that dont leave me behind?
i got friends that leave me, and just ignore me like im a pile of shit!
i hate all of you that leave me behind, and yeah so what if i got a fucking job...that doesnt mean that u still cant invite me somewhere to hang out!
like for one. a friend fucking goes to the fair without even asking me to go..and she goes with other people. YEAH THANKS!!!!
how fucking nice!
i hope my kidneys do fail, and i hope i bleed to death..and i hope that i never wake up to see anyones face ever again!
and when this all happens....no i dont want to look down on any of you who are fucking lame! and i dont ever want to leave anyone feeling sorry for me when i die. dont fucking cry for me either...
anyways. thanks lucas for the rose you gave to me last night. thats like the nicest thing i guy has done for me in a while besides...when zach gave me a heart shaped diamond necklace.hmmm i wonder whats next!?=)
i started wearing the ring matt gave to me a while ago..well a year ago..idk y, but i just am. no reason behind it either!hahahaha.mhmmm surre.
i feel sick.
wow..my brother just screamed "christie,brandon likes you!" ehhh kinda figured. cause everytime he comes up to my room he knocks on my door and runs...and likes to stare. ahahah. ohwell..i got my love for someone else i guess..
i really hate boys now a days.specially after what someone is fucking lieing about. GRRR!
goodbye.