Jun 30, 2005 13:59
its so hard to let things out when i got things on my mind.
hard to speak,hard to breath, why cant i just run and hide?
so much thoughts are running through mind..
I just want to tell you what i got to say, but its hard cause you teat me the way i want to be treated...kind.
But its hard for me to tell you, so I just hide the truth.
I know you want to prove your love, but Im sorry i cant, i look beyond that.
yeah i said the things i said..but i wont let myself fall back in love.
the times we hung out, it just shows me i rather be friends forever.
the consiquences of your actions really are just a game..
say what you mean..
cause i cant hold my breath.
say what you feel..
cause i got nothing left.
my heart just shatters when im watching you, theres just one thing i got to prove..and if i lose it all, i'll just watch myself fall.
would it matter if i told you the truth or just lied to you?
cause so far, i just keep my feelings inside.
no Im not leing to you.
thats something i wont do.
I cant stay forever and feel like this..
everyday it gets harder and harder for me, because I miss...the true me.
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I am sorry. It's just a combination of three simple words, yet no redemptive force is greater than that of apology.