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For more than a year of my two and a half year marriage I slept with the man that I think I was ment to be with. I now have not spoken to him since January. I masturbate to thougths of him and our fantasies together on a daily basis. I miss him so much.
Durring this marriage I have slept with sevreal other men, not to metnion the men I fucked while dating my husband. I dont know how I came to be such a slut, but I liked it.
Now I have dedicated my life, and my sex to the man who worked for it, the one who deserves it, a man who loves me dearly... and it hurts so bad sometimes. I miss fucking other men... I miss the danger, the thrill. .. and a lot, I miss the love that other men gave me...
It was so unconditional. It didnt matter that I had a husband. They loved me, they wanted me... It was magical to be loved so deeply.
Now, I havent loved another since before christmass, and I am breaking. What do I do?
Durring this marriage I have slept with sevreal other men, not to metnion the men I fucked while dating my husband. I dont know how I came to be such a slut, but I liked it.
Now I have dedicated my life, and my sex to the man who worked for it, the one who deserves it, a man who loves me dearly... and it hurts so bad sometimes. I miss fucking other men... I miss the danger, the thrill. .. and a lot, I miss the love that other men gave me...
It was so unconditional. It didnt matter that I had a husband. They loved me, they wanted me... It was magical to be loved so deeply.
Now, I havent loved another since before christmass, and I am breaking. What do I do?