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[eyesburnedblue]

so. today was alright.
i didn't get the part i wanted or deserved for theatre fest.
but it's cool. me and mrs. ferraro talked about it.
not everything in life can be fair.
i was about to drop out but i need it for my college resume.
instead i'm just going to show them up.
i'll just know i could have played that part much better. the end.
well everybody else got the parts they wanted.
everything turns out this way for me.

i can't wait for forensics.
no one can take first because they don't want second in forensics.
okay. i should stop.
i hold a grudge longer than anyone in the world.

mrs. price wasn't here today.
which was nice.
i hated most of the day.
except my talk with ferraro.
it made me feel much better.

I have to be seperated from my boyfriend for months.
I have to suck everything up and take what i get.
and I always get stuck in second place.
i must have done something extremely horrible in the past.
thank god i can sing.