Your With Her and It Kills

Aug 05, 2005 22:04

You look me in the eyes and tell me you want me
Later that day you talk to my friend
Its the same day as our anneversary
And who woulda known you fell for her
I didnt know
I wish you woulda told me
Maybe then I wouldnt feel so low

But no you're with her and it kills
So I drink a bottle of beer
I take a handful of pills
Wake up the next morning wondering why Im still alive
Cuz the pain you caused kills
I need to get you outta my head
Before my heart decides to tell you everything and spills

I wake up pissed off at the world
These pills didn't cause me to die
But I sure as hell hurled
I looked at a picture of you with her today
Not knowing why
Must've looked at it for a minute straight
Then I started to cry
Messed up every chance and tried to fix it all

But no you're with her and it kills
So I drink a bottle of beer
I take a handful of pills
Wake up the next morning wondering why Im still alive
Cuz the pain you caused kills
I need to get you outta my head
Before my heart decides to tell you everything and spills

I cant lie to you any more
I need to let you know
Oh fuck how can I say this
How can I tell you that I dont wanna let you go
It hurts too bad
I feel dead inside
I feel so bad for all I said to you
Im sorry when I told you I hated you I lied

But no you're with her and it kills
So I drink a bottle of beer
I take a handful of pills
Wake up the next morning wondering why Im still alive
Cuz the pain you caused kills
I need to get you outta my head
Before my heart decides to tell you everything and spills

For all the stuff thats happened I still love you
Youre the love of my life
And Im really sorry
Im even more sorry I grabbed that knife
Your the best thing that happened to me in a long time
And I screwed up Im sorry
Thats all I ever do
My eyes glaze with tears and I looked up at the sky so starry
You ran your hand across my cuts
How could I do this to you
How could I do this to myself
And still I sit here wondering what to do

But no it doesnt matter cuz you're with her and it kills
So I drink a bottle of beer
I take a handful of pills
Wake up the next morning wondering why Im still alive
Cuz the pain you caused kills
I need to get you outta my head
Before my heart decides to tell you everything and spills

and spills
and spills
I take a handful of pills
I take a handful of pills
Wake up the next morning wondering why Im still alive
why Im still alive
Why cant I just survive
The pain is too much to survive

You're with her and it KILLS
Fuck this shit, hand me some more pills
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