Attempted Suicide

[eyes_so_distant]

There I was playing pool
I was with one of my closest friends
Then her phone rang
It was for me saying your life was near end
What was I suppose to do
You cut our thread of friendship loose
Three hours later I got another call
You tried to hang yourself from a noose
Im not going to lie to you any more
Hearing that broke my heart
But most of all hearing you hated me killed me
We always agreed to be friends forever from the start
People tell me you hate yourself now
But how can you hate someone whos helped me smile
Someone whos been by my side from the first moment
Someone whos been a big part of my life for a while
That persons always been you
So I ask again how can you hate that man
The one who was raising above
The one who was joining the army to be all you can
You're one of the greatest guys I know
Just remember to keep hope alive
Keep you head up
And remain to strive
Your our big bad billdo
And honestly I never thought Id love you so much
The feelings will always remain I jsut want you to know