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I know it sounds really bad and I don't mean for it to... but I was just reading through some of my ana-community journals and looking at all of their heights and weights and noticed that I seem to be a lot talled then most, but I'm still lighter. In a really bad way it makes me feel kind of good about myself. I'm not going back to the whole non-eating thing.. I mean I am kind of slowing down a bit.. and drinking about 2 smoothies a day for 'snacks' or with a small meal.. but it kind of felt good to still be at my weight that i was at a few months ago. i haven't moved. i'm still 132ish, give or take. i dont know. weird thoughts. okay i'm going. have to go get a million things signed. ciao.