scared but will live

[eyes_in_the_sky]

so this weekend has been very scary for me. my mom;s hip locked up for several hours and was the worst she has ever had it. she suffered a mild cardial eyrithymia (spelling off i know) basically she sneezed and put so much pressue on her heart it faultered off beat and gave her a mild heart attack. and then my last neighbor left alive died yesterday. he went peacefully he was in a coma for about 2 days. his family was able to make it down from ohio in time to see him. now mom thinks she is going soon - she is the last one left. she feels her mortality more and more every day now. i am starting to feel it too. that is what scares me so much.
i will be okay, i just need to sleep a complete night. keep my mom and myself in your prayers.