May 27, 2006 09:57
my "date" never ended up the way it was suppossed to go. although grace, julie, rick and i have a great time at their birthday dinner. i snuck off with zack for a while so grace and rick could have nice getting along time with. they even danced together for a little bit to the live band they had out there. i love zack he is the cutest little guy. it was nice to be able to see rick and grace have a good time together too. i wasn't jealous in the least and actually encouraged it. they still need to funtion as friends for zack and they do.
i ended up going out afterwards (Jared-less) to see a friend of mine's band play. they were awesome and let me sing some country songs with the band. we rocked the place! i got a job offer from it too but my schedule is too intense and the traveling is too long, although $125 a night for friday and saturday night to sing is not that bad of an offer. i may do it every now and then. it was fun and thrilling again. things i miss.
i made a deal with a friend of mine who is also hurting last night due to people's ignorance. i hope she stuck to her part of the deal, but my anger fueled my singing as highly emotional and real.
so it has its upside.
hopeyou are having a better day - i got called into work this morning with a few hours of sleep and i am sooooo sore and achy from line dancing all night in heels too :)