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Jun 23, 2007 20:24

It really sucks, when people you've been so close to for years start to change. And when you start changing too.

One of my biggest fears is losing my best friends. The ones who are ALWAYS there for me. The ones I've been so close to for the past few years. That always cheer me up. That continue to love me despite the many mistakes I've made.

I've known my one best friend since 6th grade. Thats almost 6 years knowing her. My other best friend, started talking to her in 8th grade. Instantly became best friends. But now that were getting older...we don't hang out as much. Last summer, our WHOLE vacation, I pretty much ignored my friends. Never talked to 'em or seen 'em. Because I had a boyfriend. I try not to regret, but I REALLY regret not spending time with them. But now, thats what one of them is doing.
It's like all of us are changing. I know stuff like that is bound to happen, but I don't want to end up loosing them for good.

There the only thing thats kept me sane. That always gives me advice. That always let me come back even if I made stupid decisions.

"You guys are like my favorite song. And I know all the lyrics by heart"
I love you guys.
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