I'm feeling better today. I got up at 8.30am and had some breakfast, something I haven't done in over a week, and then I went for a walk with my sister.

When I got home I watched a little TV, had lunch and did some cleaning. I then read some more of my Jeremy Clarkson book and did a crossword. I didn't feel like sleeping once!

I made myself some ( Read more... )

 I'm always complaining that I don't get Top Gear dreams and I don't get slashy dreams, last night I had them combined in one brilliant dream ( Read more... )

 It's been a day of mixed emotions for me.

I woke up this morning very irritable and snappy - I put this down to me having to go to work.

At work I then went through the process of mentally beating myself up, this is quite a common thing for me to do. I sat on the wall outside of our building, wondering why anyone would like me? Which resulted in me ( Read more... )

 I'm taking the alternative path to help me ease my worries, before I head off to the doctors. I will probably end up seeing a counsellor, but I really don't want to be pumped full of drugs. So it's vitamins and herbal remedies for me. Hopefully it will help ( Read more... )

I  dreamt about a Carry On film last night. The thing is, I thought it was a made-up Carry On film, for the purpose of my dream, but when I told my mum about it, she informed me it was a scene from, 'Carry on up the Khyber'. I haven't seen that film since I was a kid, so it's bizarre I should dream about it ( Read more... )

OMG! I forgot to tell you guys. I had my first ever slashy TG dream last night, probably because I was reading TGS all last night ( Read more... )

I had a dream abot Top Gear last night. In it I was watching the first episode of the new series. It started of with the aquatic car challenge across the channel, the water was really choppy and Richard and James's boats sank so Jeremy ended up winning, he also ended up rescuing them both from the sea ( Read more... )