Girls are like kindergarden books...
When you first red them you don't understand a thing, then sevral years later, you are like "Wow, that took like 2 minutes to read..." Same with girls... kinda. There doesnt have to be drama... i make the drama. and i dont need to. O well, all you all that read my skrew ups, there are all gone into the great world on comment screening. Yay! (for me) Well i guess it goes like this...I have been a crappy boyfriend so far because i havent been myself... i was tring to be a different person, and i guess i grew into this person.( and i also change over break, school keeps me in shape) And people have noticed that i have changed too. Bad thing. o well. i gotta fix that. bring to real "Old derek" back.
ya know, i figured also that none of my past relationships worked when i was myself around them, I gave them space, I didnt care who they were with or anything, but still cared for them more than the world. i learned that it was not my fault why they broke up with me... it was theirs, they were the crappy partner. HAHA! But maybe some girls are different, they like the old derek for what he was. ( i am causing more drama huh?) O well, I will see what i can do, The best is all i have to offer, because what you put in is what you get out.
Ok so my day... well it was cool. My mom woke me up at 8:00 =O yup... me derek waking up at 8. well i was soo tired.. but i had about 2 liters of Dr. Pepper. yeah! boy, was i hyper! well then we went shopping, my mom and I. Clock showed 12:30 when we got home. So since i had nothing to do i volunitarily put away christmas decorations. Ok now it is 3:00 and the christmas decorations are still not put away completely... sad. well at 3:30 we went to the gym, Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym .......................... ok, it is now 5:00, guess who called... yup leah. iwas glad to hear from her, we really didnt talk to long she had to eat dinner, so she told me she found the entry below and wrote a long deep detailed comment that none of you all will see anymore due to comment screening. my bunisess is my bunisess.ok, 5:30 i played DDR and then came to the computer. Yes i went on the computer... my mom was pretty nice and all today. so now it is 6:22.
Ok i am done... i figured out what I did wrong. I think I can go back to the old me. And who knows... maybe find out some new things.
One last thing... i think i just might keep this journal... i like the layout better.
Derek.
ya know, i figured also that none of my past relationships worked when i was myself around them, I gave them space, I didnt care who they were with or anything, but still cared for them more than the world. i learned that it was not my fault why they broke up with me... it was theirs, they were the crappy partner. HAHA! But maybe some girls are different, they like the old derek for what he was. ( i am causing more drama huh?) O well, I will see what i can do, The best is all i have to offer, because what you put in is what you get out.
Ok so my day... well it was cool. My mom woke me up at 8:00 =O yup... me derek waking up at 8. well i was soo tired.. but i had about 2 liters of Dr. Pepper. yeah! boy, was i hyper! well then we went shopping, my mom and I. Clock showed 12:30 when we got home. So since i had nothing to do i volunitarily put away christmas decorations. Ok now it is 3:00 and the christmas decorations are still not put away completely... sad. well at 3:30 we went to the gym, Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym .......................... ok, it is now 5:00, guess who called... yup leah. iwas glad to hear from her, we really didnt talk to long she had to eat dinner, so she told me she found the entry below and wrote a long deep detailed comment that none of you all will see anymore due to comment screening. my bunisess is my bunisess.ok, 5:30 i played DDR and then came to the computer. Yes i went on the computer... my mom was pretty nice and all today. so now it is 6:22.
Ok i am done... i figured out what I did wrong. I think I can go back to the old me. And who knows... maybe find out some new things.
One last thing... i think i just might keep this journal... i like the layout better.
Derek.