not free
i couldn't beleive it. my whole entire life has been about chasing freedom. i've chased and chased, i've run as fast as i could to the very things that have only
nearly killed me??
they tell me i can't manage my own life...yet at the same time, they can't manage it either. i've not been able to escape myself.
i've not been able to escape "them"
i try to get away
i used to believe that freedom was something that i could simply access with the right amount of
dissociation
or living as fully in the present
or for that matter, getting as high as i possibly could...
i'm 29 and i'm still waiting for them to tell me what i can
order on a menu for breakfast and dinner.
and that is the reality. and facing that has been worse...than many things i can't think straight.
green
C 14s
i dream
of
nearly killed me??
they tell me i can't manage my own life...yet at the same time, they can't manage it either. i've not been able to escape myself.
i've not been able to escape "them"
i try to get away
i used to believe that freedom was something that i could simply access with the right amount of
dissociation
or living as fully in the present
or for that matter, getting as high as i possibly could...
i'm 29 and i'm still waiting for them to tell me what i can
order on a menu for breakfast and dinner.
and that is the reality. and facing that has been worse...than many things i can't think straight.
green
C 14s
i dream
of