disappointment
Well, I wanted to skip dinner altogether last night because I had over indulged so much over the weekend. I ended up at P's house and i thought about food all the way. I was hungry and I ended up eating bread and....wait for it.....meatballs (yes greasy pork meatballs) really quite late at night. I didnt feel physically bad like the cookd food which I ate over the weekend made me feel - I just felt horribly guilty and like I had let myself down. ALso I'm really craving a coffee this morning - not for the caffeine kick but just for the luxury of a hot delicious drink with milk. :(
depressed.
depressed.