Oct 26, 2016 16:24
So a challenge was issued today. Gym membership by 11-10, first weigh in 12-1. workout 3x week, with accountability. I'm looking forward and nervous at the same time. Apparently he talked about me during therapy. She asked why it didn't work and his response was that I didn't fight for it.
Have I been in a relationship since the HasBeen that I felt was worth fighting for? Quickest answer I think I have ever had. NO. There lies the issue.
Went on vacation with Chuck to Savannah - a walking city. a small, pedestrian friendly, cute, safe city. He is not capable of walking 20 yards at a snail's saunter without having to stop. CHF, poor habitus, morbid obesity and all that. I was supremely frustrated and then sad for him. I watch as he saunters towards his coffin. I can't walk with him any longer. It's not my journey. I'm settled with this. The relationship with me is worth fighting for.