(no subject)

[explosivebeauty]

Damn... its has been a while since I have written in here. Ok, where to start? Um... well i am finally single again. Wow!!! I am glad it turned out this way b/c we were not for ech other. I was in love but hey people change n i did learn a lot from it. It ended horribly but if it did not end that way mayb it we would have kept lying to ourselves about the whole thing. ILL Neway I am dating someone n he seems closer to what I want in a person. I feel alive again n its not b/c of him, its b/c i am geting myslef back. with my ex i felt like his mom trying to get him on the right track n shit like that. Thats was pulling so much out of me. My "friend" knows what he wants out of life and is doing it on his own. I really feel good around him n it is good to know that after a break up that has hurt u a lot u can feel gushy inside again.

I didnt finish but i have to run cuz i am going to watch Titanic with my Bro!! Ill finish later!