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Hello Everyone
How is everyone? I am ok, i quess. Working hard at school, you know how it is, right? What will like to talk about? I do not know really. It is like everytime i write on here it is all negative shit. I quess it is really the only time someone feels the need to talk: when they are at alow point in their life or just sad. I just want to talk to someone. Someone who would not judge me. I wish i had a friend to pick up and go out with without worring whether or not they have to ask permission, or have money, or even care where we go. Someone who is down for whatever. If you want to do something let me know. I dont ask because i hate the last minutes let downs of "oh i cant go now" I hate that. It is the worst :( It has not happened because i dont call ne1 to go out with me although i get extremely bored. Last night i wanted toget out of the house but no one to go out with. Myboyfriend need his breathing space you know n he has his friends and i feel like i dont really have any. i mean i know i have the girls to talk to but since everyone is so far away or busy i dont dare to call neone. i just promise myself that when it gets warm out i will take myself out somewhere whether it is by myself or with friends or somone . LOL im lonely why? Its weird not having your usual friends around to laugh with or reminise or even call. Everyone is so grown up,crazy. I dont know maybe its me, you know i am a psychology major.
i wish i had my OWN apartment!!
How is everyone? I am ok, i quess. Working hard at school, you know how it is, right? What will like to talk about? I do not know really. It is like everytime i write on here it is all negative shit. I quess it is really the only time someone feels the need to talk: when they are at alow point in their life or just sad. I just want to talk to someone. Someone who would not judge me. I wish i had a friend to pick up and go out with without worring whether or not they have to ask permission, or have money, or even care where we go. Someone who is down for whatever. If you want to do something let me know. I dont ask because i hate the last minutes let downs of "oh i cant go now" I hate that. It is the worst :( It has not happened because i dont call ne1 to go out with me although i get extremely bored. Last night i wanted toget out of the house but no one to go out with. Myboyfriend need his breathing space you know n he has his friends and i feel like i dont really have any. i mean i know i have the girls to talk to but since everyone is so far away or busy i dont dare to call neone. i just promise myself that when it gets warm out i will take myself out somewhere whether it is by myself or with friends or somone . LOL im lonely why? Its weird not having your usual friends around to laugh with or reminise or even call. Everyone is so grown up,crazy. I dont know maybe its me, you know i am a psychology major.
i wish i had my OWN apartment!!