youth

[explody]

alan casey's parties; the quarries in iowa city and the car ride to the hotel; pants-free fourth of july (hot rock house); saturday evenings at the simmons dorm; saturday nights on lansdowne; movie marathons in the fall in salem with cheeseless papa john's and cuddling on the floor; against me, malternatives, kissing games in the back of a honda crv; parking at hong kong garden; summer 2002 spent in fred's caprice classic; phone marathons; being driven to groveland/west newbury by my parents; stealing westford's baby jesus on new years; fridays (and sick days) with luke in north attleboro; beaching with kirsten steff lauren; trips to kahunaville; 80's night; epic parties via the phone with dylan (sheriff you're going home in a box); trips to dunks with das; being fed dessert in danielle's bed by a handsome fellow i had just met; driving to visit neeb in amherst; swimming/endless hangouts at nick's; getting ragingly drunk in joey's dad's car; when megan fucked up the order at mcdonalds the morning after birthday party 2004; summer 2005 and lonely five hour drives listening to lucero; dave stauble's love for car raves and brian mcknight; staying up all night at the huss home with a bottle of whiskey (and derek); kimball's pumpkin ice cream; giving a random guy from providence a black bruise on his neck; earl grey and camel wides in maddie's civic; accidentally drunk at H.O.D; intentionally drunk at H.O.D; running into dylan on route 2 east; valentines weekend 2004 with ryan; sundays in das&allie's room with peppered chips; sundays at the flea market in lancaster; the krylon touch and rick newcomb's minivan; indiana jones and nervous kisses on the couch at my parent's house; taking the commuter rail to shows; east side pocket in providence; driving around and getting pulled over with jay; kt's girly sleepovers and sid vicious; lip balm based on memory factor; sharing headphones with danielle on the flight to iowa; driving to the abandoned beach on long island; cleaning the sand out of melinda's dad's crv; parking tickets; dj sammy; red wine at ally's and fam nights; bee stung by giancarlo..

i could go on forever with memories to add to this list.
sadly, i don't know how to make new ones anymore.