hang around for another round until something stops me
all of the things that worry me, upset me, anger me.. they're so small.
it's taken me ages for this to actually hit me, but half of the shit i twist my stomach over is not even worthy.
i've been living poorly, allowing negative aspects to feed into said lifestyle. i will stay in a rut if i decide to stay in a rut. i will be a shitty person if i surround myself with shitty things/people. you are what you eat, et cetera et cetera.
i am more than lucky to have what i have. and i don't give what i have enough credit. i want to change these things. i want to be more forgiving to my mother, be more appreciative of greg, be less judgemental of people i don't know.
i know that everyone goes through at least one "i want to be a better person" phase, but this is my first. so bear with me.
having a goal, for the first time in my life, has put a lot into perspective.
now, to get over this whole paranoia-about-the-apocalypse thing..
it's taken me ages for this to actually hit me, but half of the shit i twist my stomach over is not even worthy.
i've been living poorly, allowing negative aspects to feed into said lifestyle. i will stay in a rut if i decide to stay in a rut. i will be a shitty person if i surround myself with shitty things/people. you are what you eat, et cetera et cetera.
i am more than lucky to have what i have. and i don't give what i have enough credit. i want to change these things. i want to be more forgiving to my mother, be more appreciative of greg, be less judgemental of people i don't know.
i know that everyone goes through at least one "i want to be a better person" phase, but this is my first. so bear with me.
having a goal, for the first time in my life, has put a lot into perspective.
now, to get over this whole paranoia-about-the-apocalypse thing..